- I wonder what goes on in her head. - Emily curiously said. - I don't think I ever want to find out. I bet it's an oasis. She's probably enjoying life more than any of us here. - By the jokes she makes, it really doesn't seem like it. - That's just the surface. She has been making those jokes for years. She's brave because it takes courage to live, but it doesn't take courage to die. - Surely it takes some courage to say goodbye to everyone and take on a trip of a lifetime. - Sure, but on the contrary, death is just another form of giving up. It's a very aggressive form of giving up but that's what it is. Either your body gives up or you give up. But what comes after? - Nothing. Hopefully an afterlife but who even knows? -Probably not. God is such a ludicrous concept, at least in m

