DECLAN
The drive back is silent.
Antony sits in the passenger seat ahead of me, his hands folded in his lap. The driver keeps his eyes on the road, the hum of the engine the only sound filling the car. No one speaks. No one dares.
I stare out the window, watching the landscape blur past—trees giving way to rolling hills, the human world fading behind us as we cross back into pack territory.
Dr. W agreed.
It should feel like a victory. We found her. Convinced her. My parents will be saved.
But something about it sits wrong in my chest.
It came too easily. Too quickly.
One moment, she was shutting me down, cold and dismissive, ready to drive away the second her tire was fixed. Next, she agreed to everything
What changed?
I replay the conversation in my mind, searching for the moment she shifted. Was it the mention of the Gamma? The offer to protect her children?
Something I said got through to her. But I can't shake the feeling that I'm missing a piece of the puzzle.
Still, none of us questions it. Dr. W is legendary—unpredictable, mysterious, impossible to track. If she agreed for reasons we don't understand, that's just part of who she is.
We got what we needed. That's what matters.
Except my wolf won't settle.
He's been restless since we left her on that roadside, pacing and whining in a way that makes no sense. We found the healer. We're going home. There's no reason for him to be agitated.
But he is.
And so am I.
I keep thinking about her. The masked woman. Dr. W.
The way she stood. The tilt of her head when she was thinking. The way her hands clenched into fists when she was nervous.
Small things. Unconscious gestures.
Things that reminded me—uncomfortably—of Aria.
I push the thought away, irritated with myself.
It's nothing. A coincidence. People move in similar ways all the time. It doesn't mean anything.
But the feeling lingers, crawling under my skin like an itch I can't scratch.
And then there are the memories.
They surface without warning, sharp and vivid in a way I haven't experienced in years.
Aria's smile. The way it would light up her entire face when I said something that surprised her.
The quiet way she used to sit beside me, reading her medical texts while I worked through pack documents. We didn't need to talk. Just being near each other was enough.
The way she looked at me the night before the mating ceremony. Like I was her entire world.
And the way I destroyed it.
My jaw clenches, my hands tightening into fists in my lap.
Stop. Stop thinking about her.
"Alpha?"
Antony's voice cuts through my thoughts. I turn to look at him, forcing my expression into something neutral.
"What is it?"
He hesitates, glancing at the driver before looking back at me. "I... I need to tell you something."
I wait.
"When we first started searching for Dr. W," he says slowly, "and the scouts reported that her address matched Aria Sinclair's... I thought maybe they were the same person."
My wolf perks up immediately, alert and focused.
"And?" I keep my voice even.
"But after meeting Dr. W today..." Antony shakes his head. "I don't believe it anymore."
Something twists in my chest. Disappointment? Relief? I can't tell.
"Why not?" I ask, the question coming out sharper than I intended.
Antony shifts in his seat, clearly uncomfortable. He's treading carefully now, aware he's walking into dangerous territory.
"Well," he starts, choosing his words with obvious care. "Aria Sinclair was... she was quiet. Unremarkable, really. Someone who blended into the background of the pack. She never stood out. Never drew attention to herself."
Each word lands like a small cut.
"Dr. W, on the other hand..." He pauses. "She's completely different. Cold. Composed. Commanding. The kind of person who naturally dominates a space just by being in it. Even with the mask, even trying to hide, there's this... presence about her. An authority."
He glances at me, gauging my reaction.
"They're nothing alike, Alpha. I was wrong to even consider it."
"Enough."
The word comes out harder than I meant it to, cutting him off mid-breath.
Antony goes silent immediately, his eyes widening slightly.
I turn back to the window, my jaw tight.
I don't want to hear this. Don't want to hear him reduce Aria to those words. Quiet. Unremarkable. Background.
She was more than that. She was—
I stop the thought before it can finish.
The car falls silent again, the tension thick enough to choke on.
Antony doesn't speak for the rest of the drive. Neither does the driver.
But the conversation sits in my chest like a stone, bitter and heavy.
The memories surface without warning.
Small things. Meaningless details.
The way Aria used to tuck her hair behind her ear when she was concentrating. Always the left side, never the right.
The sound of her laugh—quiet and a little breathless, like she was surprised by her own amusement.
The way she smelled. Not her wolf scent, but her. Rain and wild herbs and something faintly sweet, like honey left in warm sunlight.
I tell myself it's nothing. Just irritation. Habit. Old memories surfacing because Antony brought her up.
But they won't fade.
***
We pull up to the pack house just as the sun is setting, painting the sky in shades of orange and gold.
The driver parks, and I step out of the car, stretching muscles that have been tense for hours.
The front door opens before I reach it.
Celeste steps out onto the porch, wearing a dress that probably cost more than most pack members make in a year. Her dark hair is swept over one shoulder, and she's smiling that perfectly practiced smile.
"Declan," she says warmly, moving toward me with open arms. "You're back. I was so worried."
The performance grates on my nerves immediately.
She reaches for me, and I step to the side, moving past her toward the door.
"How was the trip?" she asks, falling into step beside me. "Did you find what you were looking for?"
I don't answer. Just keep walking.
She follows me inside, her heels clicking against the hardwood floor.
"Declan, please. Talk to me. I've been waiting all day for news."
I stop in the hallway and turn to face her. "We found Dr. W. She's agreed to come."
Celeste's face lights up, genuine delight breaking through the careful mask she usually wears. "You found her? That's wonderful! When will she arrive?"
"Within two days."
"Two days," she repeats, her smile widening. "That's perfect. This is exactly what we needed."
There's something in her voice—a breathless excitement that makes my skin crawl.
"What does that have to do with you?" I ask, my voice cold.
She blinks, clearly taken aback by my tone.
But she recovers quickly. Of course she does. She always does.
She steps closer, placing a hand over her stomach. Her smile turns soft, almost demure.
"How could it not matter, Alpha?" she says quietly. "With Dr. W, I can finally bear your child."