LUKE "You understand that you can't stay as long as you want, right?" Michael spoke thoroughly on the next line as I nodded as if he would see me. "Yeah, I'll see if Stacy will come with me, even if it's not for our relationship," I said. "Wherever she's happy," He replied. "Alright," I agreed thinking of the impossibility that I can bring her back to London, and the impossibility of getting her back. "Big things on the way when you get back here," I swallowed hard like the thought of it makes me nervous. Shortly after, Michael and I uttered our goodbyes to each other but we'll see each other soon for sure. I didn't want to go yet or mark my days here; I didn't want to feel how this risk I took is an all or nothing event. I glanced at my phone and noticed that I have been awake for

