Unwitten chapters

Lost and Found in the City

I had to start a new school and I repeated a grade due to the home languages.I cryed because to me it didnt make sense,I was attending with people who were 16 and above .I made friends ,I met kea who was 16 and tshego who was also 16 turning 17 .I was 13 turning 14. They always talked about guys,money,grooving and never about books.I was influenced.I dated a 18 year senior from my school and my friends told me to sleep with him since they were not virgins anyways.I was scared but he kept on asking when were we gonna have s*x and i had no choice but to break my virginity on the 25th of february.I met my relative Janne,yeah its a long story you wouldnt understand. we schooled together ,always together even told her i was dating shakes and she said she was dating him too.i was like shocked n all but nevermind.March I broke up with him because I wasnt feeling him anymore and he beated me up for that.I stopped being friends with janne because she had issues with her family and my mom said i should distance myself from her .But we were cool.I went back to my friends.They had me a new boyfriend named Kamogelo,he was handsome with some pretty pinkish lips .His nickname was daena.He had this nickname because he was a thieft ,robbing people. And after some time I found out he beat girls n he force girls to sleep with him .My friends was dating Daena's friends so everyday after school we would go check up on the boys .I was the queit ,shy one they assumed i was 12.Daena and his friends didnt finish school because our school principal chased them out of the school due to them stealing learner's cellphones.came this day when we were writting exams and kea's boyfriend called her to come after writting .She said i should accompany her we wont take long and as a good friend I didnt mind but accompanied her.When we got there ,we found my boyfriend,her boyfriend and friends sitting smoking hubbly.My boyfriend called me in a room said he wanted to talk to me ,I said she should accompany me and she refused .I followed him.When we got there he locked the room and started touching touching me .He was taking off my stockings and I was wearing them up ,and finally he took them off and we smashed.It was so painful I didn't even enjoy it .Then we went back to school I didn't even talk about it.My boyfriend's sister were inside the house the time we were smashing so they heard me moaning,and they going around telling people at school, and everytime one of the sisters sees me,she would moan and I hated it .I hated her,worst she was my classmate.Time passed by I broke up with him.School year finally end ,I passed my final exams and my friends failed .Tshego quited school and Kea reapeated the grade. December time I went to Mpumalanga to visit My uncle.I met this guy called Hopewell,handsome and clean.I dated him .My cousin Masesi came to visit my uncle too.She knew I was dating Hopewell but still went for him behind my back .She dated hopewell and I was hearbroken because I was so inlove with him. 2024 I came back to pretoria and i distanced my self from kea because I found out she was dating my ex Daena worst I didn't even asked about it.just saw her f*******: bio and she would tell me about it but never mention his name. maby she thought I didn't know.I was friends with Kamogelo from majakaneng.We were doing the same grade and I told her everything about kea.She was crazy like me and I was so inlove with her.as a friend yes.after few months I went back being friends with kea because people were asking me what happened but I was holding a grudge cause she broke a girls code.She had a friend named Omphemetse .Kamogelo didnt quite like her ,I didnt too.But anyways she is not my friend she was kea's friend.I and kamogelo were so nasty .We would bunk school with my male classmate ,Kenny,Austine and Siya to go and chill outside .We never liked school.But on finals exams I,Siya,Austine passed our garde and kamogelo and kenny failed.Kamogelo never fetched her report and quited school .I never heard from him again.Kenny went to orbit.But I never seen him since.Kia and her Friend passed and went to the next grade .I was happy for her cause why not.November I and Kea met Kay.Kay had a hude crush on kea.He didnt know me .I bet it was his first time seeing me.Kay was living with Emmanuel but not in the same house,so Emmanuel had a crush on kea too.One day we saw Kay at his place shouting at his dog ,I shouted "dog abuse"and thats when we started talking to him.we started being close with him and he had a female friend named Patricia .We hated her until we got to know her. We thought they were dating until patricia explained that she has a boyfriend and her and kay are just friends.19th November it was kea's birthday.Patricia and Kay. did something special for her.It was cute and amazing.Kea dated emmanuel,she knew emmanuel had a girlfriend anyways but she didnt mind that .They started smashing and all but whatever.Emmanuel would spend R500 on her within a week .She would ask for money to do her nails,hair n all and he would give her not knowing kea have more than 3 boyfriends and we would eat that money.He was just a money machine.Kay started hitting up on me .I wasn't sure about him since he didnt want me but wanted kea.I was aiming to just play around with him and vipe since I had my own thoughts about him.We started dating on the 25th of November and it was quit good .It went well and we started falling inlove and I hated it because that wasn't my aim.We started smashing on the 14th of february and all.I know you might think it was early but girl.. I was inlove and shit.I started lying saying Im going to a sleep over to my sister's place while I know well I am going to kay.I started sneaking out at night going to him while my family was asleep.One day they found out and I was sneaking out and .I said I was at a club with a friend Lebo. And i continued to sneak out .