Hope
I was tapping my fingers on the counter pondering my answer for a few seconds. A dull ache hovers in my chest. What will I tell Dev? Will he think I am snobbish or will he feel humiliated that I rejected his gift. My heart ponds out of my chest, my hands are sweating. Of course I am sad that I didn't take the gifts but I didn't want to be bound to him. Ugghh, But I want to be bound to him. This is crazy, I don't know what I want. I kind of want his attention but not that kind where in our relationship is not defined and I should not end up being just his hookup. Dev seems to be every woman's dream. He is kind, Thoughtful and roguishly handsome. Just thinking of him sends tingling signals all over my body. Oh, I need to get laid. There is definitely some s****l tension between us, He kno
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