A Wolfs Sacrifice

Missing her

Justin’s POV

One year, one f*****g year today that she left me. Up until 5 months ago I thought something had happened to her and I was going out of my mind searching for my love until one morning I realized the truth.

Flashback

There I was having breakfast with my pack getting ready to head out on another search for my little Luna when a sudden intense pain hit me in the chest. I was terrified, I thought I was having a heart attack! I clutched my chest and fell to the floor writhing in pain.

Oh my goddess Justin my mother screams and cradles me in her arms yelling at a pack member to go get the doctor. At this point I’m in so much pain that I can’t even speak when the doctor arrives. She injects me with something and the pain dies down until it’s completely gone.

What happened? I asked her. She looks at me sympathetically and says Alpha I am so sorry but the pain is from your mate sleeping with someone else. I hear gasps from my pack members but I can’t even concentrate on them. I feel so crushed that I just want to die in that moment.

End of flashback

It has taken me these past five months to accept that she wasn’t in danger but chose to leave me. I am still so heartbroken that I have become hard to deal with. My pack members try to avoid me whenever possible and I don’t blame them. I just need time to get past this, the least she could have done was reject me before leaving so that I could have a chance at a second chance mate. Selfish b***h, I thought to myself.

Naomi’s POV

Unbelievable! I went through all the trouble of getting rid of that home wrecker and Justin will not even give me the time of day. Ughh, I’m not going to let him reject me again. I slip my clothes off and put on my silk robe and make my way to Justin’s office. *knock, knock* come in I hear from the other side of the door. I walk in and lock the door behind me. As I make my way to Justin he is just staring at me with black eyes that I take to be from lust. Hello Alpha, I came to help you relieve some stress I say as I kneel in front of him and start unbuckling his belt. He stops me and I look at him confused. “Get out” he says, what? I ask “get the f**k out now, how dare you come in here like that! All you women are the same, nothing but whores. Now get the f**k out of my office before I call every warrior in the pack to come have their way with you since you like whoring around” I stood there shocked with tears steaming down my face. I turned around and went back to my room and just cried until I couldn’t anymore. This is not the man I used to know, I ruined him when I got rid of his mate. I wish I could fix this, bring her back.

After having a good cry and taking a relaxing shower I get ready for dinner and make my way to the dining room. Sitting with my parents and the alpha family I hear them talking about a barbecue we will be having next week while we are hosting some other packs for a get together that the alphas hope to start having once a year to help pack members find their mates and build some alliances. “Are you hoping to find your mate dear” the Luna asks me. “I haven’t really thought about it Luna, I mean I would be happy but I’m just not sure that I’m ready yet” I tell her. She gives me a sympathetic look and goes back to her dinner. Just then my wolf Maryanne speaks up, Naomi I’m feeling very anxious about this barbecue, I wonder if our mate will be there. I don’t know I tell her, it would be nice to finally have a mate but I’m just really nervous about leaving home and moving to a new place I tell her. Me too but we will always have each other so I know everything will be fine. I agree and finish my dinner then head up to bed. As soon as my head hit the pillow I was out but I did not sleep peacefully. All of a sudden I was running through the woods, trying to get away from something. I kept looking behind me and all I could feel was how terrified I was but wasn’t sure why. Just before I woke up I heard a voice say “we warned you but you did not listen. Now you will suffer. Thee that breaks a bond that is not their own will suffer a fate worse than death” and with that I jolted awake sweating profusely and breathing heavily. Looking over at my clock it’s only 3am, I decide to take a shower and get back into bed to try and sleep again but I was so unsettled that I couldn’t sleep. Sigh.. what am I going to do, I think to myself and before I know it I am finally drifting back to sleep.

A/N

Hi all I have to apologize for not updating, my mom fell and broke her hip and then had some major complications from the surgery so things have been crazy.

I am now back to a regular updating schedule and will be updating on Friday’s and Saturday’s.

I appreciate all of your patience and love you all so much! Happy Saturday!