MADISON
Doubts
I’ve been walking quite some distance, wandering between one thought and another, trying to clear up this confusion, but I’ve only permitted my mental faculties to find a logical meaning. I sit on the porch steps where the land stretches to the horizon as far as the eye can see. I’m staring at the estate as the sky starts turning orange and I can see the sun in the distance hiding behind the big oak trees.
I’ve lost all sense of time. Lunch has been and gone, but my stomach is rumbling and my headache makes me so nauseous, I couldn’t even keep water down.
I’m staring at the downright nothingness in front of me as I hear Chris and Helen arguing in the house. I don’t want to eavesdrop and despite the immense space, they are using a decidedly high register so as to go u
