Maggie I spent some time in the toilet after the meeting, trying to calm myself down. It went OK in itself, that wasn't the problem. The people staring, sniggering and laughing, they were the problem. I was good, very good, at hiding, especially in school. In a matter of days I have gone from a no-one, that people didn't even know about never mind have on their radar; to now being the talk of the school because people thought Kyle and i were sleeping together, in the physical sense. I'd asked Kyle to go and get me a coffee, to give me a few minutes to process everything; he was as understanding as ever and agreed diligently. I saw the newspaper on the row kf chairs outside the office and picked it up, taking it with me to the toilet. Another girl had been attacked and killed; th

