Chapter Thirty-Two
Maggie It wasn't a long drive between Paul's car and my house, but Goddess did it take forever. When Paul was in the car he filled the silence with talk about sports, music, vacations next summer, anything he could think of; but now we'd dropped him off and he'd driven away we drove in an uncomfortable silence. I wasn't entirely sure there was a need for this conversation, I knew where it was going; he couldn't handle the idea that Ashton had 'gotten to me first' and I wasn't pure for him anymore, not that he was a Saint himself; I'm not an i***t i knew what he'd been upto, but it didn't bother me what his past was. As long as I was his future. But I couldn't be now. I just couldn't be, not now he'd seen it all for himself; I think before there could have been an element of igno
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