Maggie I let them have their time; told Kyle I'd go back to my place and meet him at school if he felt up for it. He'd been reluctant but eventually agreed; he walked me to my car and kissed the top of my head as I climbed inside. It was strange, going back to an empty house when I'd spent the last few days with him, the only time I'd been alone was to use the shower or toilet. There was something unnerving about it now, being without him. I couldnt focus, I couldn't sleep, I couldnt even get anxious about going back to school because I was focused solely on him. Much as I enjoyed thinking about him, I hoped this wasn't how it was whenever we were apart. I decided to try and sleep listening to music and fought to keep my mind clear enough to drift into a restless sleep. *** Mor

