I am still trying to understand how it works. I noticed a part of me was halved the moment I had a bond with the four of them. Felix. Troy. Scott. Jordan. I felt a part of me drawn to them no matter how much I tried to deny it. It was as if my love for Scott faded a bit. He was the man that I loved and wanted to be with, but I can't love him the way I did. His question kept ringing in my head as I lay back on my bed. I couldn't answer Scott that night, and I hated myself for it. I should have just told him that I don't, but I couldn't. Tears nearly spilled out of my eye. I would have asked the moon goddess while I had to carry the burden of loving four men, but I couldn't. I cleaned my face the moment the door opened. Harper stepped in, noticing the tense atmosphere. “Why

