It is kind of awkward when people tell you that you are bossy or when you hear them talking behind your back. I know I had always arrived to be in the spotlight but I never had the plan of making anyone feel bad. As I walked back to my dorm, I can't help but feel like I just lost Harper to Layla’s gang. What if she decides to join them? What if she stabbed me in the back? I can't make a mistake now. Not when the coach is putting the team in my hand. I remembered when I got here. Coach Celeste had removed the present cheerleader because she was not focused. And right now, I was clearly going through the same ordeal. I wonder what it feels like to be on the sideline. I had never wanted that for myself and my father didn't actually give me the chance either. He had always trained

