Melissa Present I was really looking forward to Gavin coming over tonight but I understood that he needed to finish this thing with Phoebe. They had been trying to catch her for months now, but I still kind of missed him. I was getting used to him being around which probably wasn't a great thing because there might come a day when he isn't around and I won't be able to rely on him like I am have been. But I shouldn't be thinking about him right now. I need to get Charlie in the bath then get her to bed, she's already up later than usual and if she doesn't go down soon she's going to get overtired. I hurry through her nighttime routine and thankfully get her down pretty easily. I'm just about to pour myself a glass of wine when someone knocks on my door and my heart stops for a minute be

