Dream (A Love Story)✔

Chapter 6

Akash..... 

I notice that Rani is also here . i sit on chair and eat my breakfast.

When we all finish Rani come to me and give me my phone and asked me to what happened.

I tell her everything and she assure me to that all things got clear some time later.

I to want this that all went well. I went to my room and open my whats app and see if their is massage from her side but their is nothing. And i fell more disturb seeing that she did not try to a msg me.

I paid no attention to anything, just trying to thinking that it is a bad dream who will disappear after i open my eyes. But it is not a dream.

I am feeling divested from all that thinking. And i laid on my bed and close my eyes and drift into sleep.

I open my eyes when someone shake me And i see that Ansh is trying to waking me up and i stry to sit but my head and body is aching with pain and i could not sit.

Seeing me Ansh call mom and she come to my room and check me and she quickly called doctor and said him to come fast. I could not understanding why mom calling doctor and i didn't asked because my throat is paining.

But i can see that the worry on mom face. Then my eyes feel me heavy and i didn't know when i dodge off.

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I open my eyes and see that my mom sitting beside me with close eyes.

As i am trying to stood up but failed and mom open her eyes. And asked

"How are you feeling now."

"Now ,i am feeling better, but what happened to me." I said to mom

Then mom told me that i am burning with fever.

Then mom going out and come to with porridge and told me to eat.

I eat some and then mom give me some medicine and water. I gulped down that tablet. Then mom said me to having rest and then she went out.

I laid down on my bed and start to think about Riti and then all that talk come to my mind. 

My mind thought is still with Ritika and sleep is far away from me.

Time is running with its speed and it is whole three day that i didn't go to out my room. and mom strictly told me not go college this week. But i wanted to and i wanted to meet to Riti but could not get courage to call her and that's why i decide to that after meeting i tell her about my feeling.

I time to time check my phone if Riti send me some msg but there is no one and i feeling very hurt about what she did to me that night.

Rani come to meet me and she tell me that her engagement got fix. I am very happy for her.

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Today is Monday and i am fully ready to go to college. But i am feeling nervous if Riti didn't talk to me.

I come down and see that Rani is there and she told me that she is coming with me. Now what should i do. I can't say no to her and with her how i can go to Riti house to pick her up.

She shake me and i come out from my thought and then we went towards my bike. I start my bike and she set behind me. We headed towards our college. She said some jokes and i laugh , but my mind with her.

We arrive college and i went to my class and sit on my place and start waiting for her. But she didn't come and our first lecture is also start. I just feeling that stood up and go to her. I didn't paid any attention to what our professor is telling us. I just want to see her at any cost.

When my college end i come out from my class and went to straight parking. Then my phone buzz and it's mom call. I pick up and said "hello"

She said to me bring some stuff from market and cut the call.

Now , how can i go to meet Riti.

I start my bike and went to market.

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Next day i went to her house but there is no one. Then i thought to call her but denied and went to college with half heart.

Next few days I didn't  got time to go to her house and even college because of Rani engagement. Her engagement date is fix after two week. We all are busy to deciding to what we should do? I mean my all cousin not me. My mind and heart is with Riti.

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On Monday i and Rani go to college with each other because she want to come with me and i can't say no to her and i didn't tell her about what is happening with me and Riti. And she didn't asked me maybe she is busy with her engagement that she didn't notice anything.

We reach college. Rani go to her class while i go to my. I went their and see Ritika is sitting their with her eyes glued in her book. I smile seeing her and went towards her and sit on my seat. But she didn't look up and i just feel broke.

Their is time to start our first lecture. She didn't try to look at me. After some time our professor arrived and start  to teach us. 

After three long lecture professor go and it's time for lunch. I see her packing her bag and she turn to my side. Seeing me she lower her eyes. 

"Riti" I said but she didn't look at me. 

"Ritika look at me. " I again said but she didn't look at me and I badly wanted to turn her to me but I control. 

"Fine, you don't want to talked to me then it's okay but please look at me." I just wanted her to look at me. 

"Let's go, I am waiting for you from 15 minutes and here you are. "I heard Rani voice but didn't said anything to her. 

She also asked her to but she refused. Rani asked me to through hand what happened. I motion  her to  go I will tell her later. She went and I turn to Ritika but she didn't notice me and then what i hear in her shaking voice i froze in my place and then i regain myself and stare her back with lots of emotion. And why the hell she is crying.

She turn after some time and halted in her place seeing me their.

"A-Akash , you-you didn't go with her." She asked me to regaining herself but i stare her face all time and didn't said anything to her and how pale she looking after that hospital incident. I know everything about her without her knowledge. But first i want some answer from her.

After lunch their is no important class so i grab her bag and her hand and drag her to parking side and i didn't feel what others thinking. And she is coming with me all silent without protest.

I gave her bag to her and put keys in my bike and sitting on bike i said to her calmly sit and she sit without saying anything. And i drove bike towards the place where we can talk in peace. 

After reaching that place i park my bike and grab her hand to going inside in the park and went to lake side where is barely someone this time.

I sit on the ground and she also sit with me but we stay in silent.

After some time i try to break the silent by clearing my throat but she seems to lost in some thought and i stare her beautiful face.

Then i decide to broke the silence

"How are you." I asked to her hearing she come out from her thought.

"I am good, what happened to me." She said without looking at me.

This girl , what i am going to do with her. I sigh and again asked her.

"Really , then say to me again while looking at me."

She turn to me and her eyes moist up with tears. "Look , i am fine , okay, you have not to worry about me." She said and one tear rolled down to her cheek.

I wipe that tear and said " why should i not to worry about you tell me." I asked back to her.

"Why you should worry about me when you have someone else." She said immediately and realise what she said . i raised my brow to her and ask

" And can i know who is someone."

"I -I don't know." She said while shuttering.

Hmm why she didn't say that what she wanted to say.

' and why can't you say what you too want to saying.' My heart say to me. How can i say to her when she is not looking at me and when she look at me i forget what say to her.