Ritika..........
I didn't say a word after that and nor he said anything to me.
We reach to his house and all is waiting for him. I see that Ansh is reach before us and he pointing at one side that their is my gift.
I said okay to his and place the cake i bring with me on side table. I greeted his mom and dad and also touch their feet. And then i hug his sister. She is very cute and i love her. And we headed where is cake placed for his birthday.
Then we hear someone is saying to happy birthday to him from door way and we all turn and their stood Rani with her parents. He went to near her and hug her. I feel bad for myself why he didn't hugged me when he come to pic me and one tear roll down from corner of my eyes and i quickly clean that with my hand before someone notice. And then he touch her parents feet. And they give him blessing and also hugged him.
Then we all went to cutting the cake. His mom lit up the candle.
He blow off candle and we all sung the Happy birthday song. Then he cut the cake and feed all the member in his family and then Rani and last me.
' Why shall he feed me before his girlfriend???' I questitioning to myself.
I just didn't said anything and after this we all went to dinner. and he sit near her and l sit with a fake smile on my face and i just lost my all appetite. But i serve to myself in little amount because i don't want anyone suspect on me.
And there is he eating with her in one plate and i just stare at both of them. I turn my gaze on my plate and just stare at it and tears are welled up in my eyes but i didn't fell them. I just playing with my food.
"Ritika , why are you not eating, there is any problem." His mom asked. Now all attention are on me.
Now what i say "No , i didn't had appetite , that's why." I said to her.
"Please beta(child) eat, it is like your own house and we are like your parents and if your mom come to
know that you didn't eat anything,
then she complain about us that we didn't take your better care on our home." She said and
i nod my head and begin to eat food in small amount. How could i eat when he is their eating food with her without seeing at my side.
After eating everyone give him to gift and Rani gift him a grey colour shirt and seeing the shirt he again hug her.
" Thank you , i wanted to buy this shirt and this colour from long time but i didn't get time and when i get this is not there. Did you buy this before me??." He said and pull out from hug.
"Yes , I know about you that how you desperate about this shirt." Rani said
Then i give him what i bring for him and he said a thank you and didn't try to hug me, and went away from me.
We all are sitting in living room and talking to each other.while i am just sitting with a fake smile on my face.
Rani parents and his parents went to other area for talking to each other.
Rani dragged him with her somewhere in his house, where i don't know.
Then i realise that it is getting late. And there is no need for me because i am here for whom, who is busy with someone, somewhere else. And i am sitting with his brother and sister.
Then i stood up and go on the side where his parents gone. I reach a room and i hear a voice saying "We decide why not we married Rani." This voice Rani dad's voce.
Hearing this my heart pain that their they are talking about both to get married. I don't want want to hearing anything , i just knock on door and they all see me
"Aunty , i should go, it is getting late." I said
She nod her head and said
"Ok , but i will call Akash and he will drop you to your house."
He has no time for me , not as like a friend and said that i am his best friend.
"No aunty, he is busy with Rani, Ansh will drop me." I said to her.
I bid my byee and touch his parents feet.
I asked Ansh to drop me And then we headed towards gate and then Ansh said "Di wait , i will forget the key keeping somewhere." I said ok and went outside and then chill breeze hit to my body and i shiver with cold.
That is start November and in night wind gettig cold.
I am impatiently waiting for him leaning on his car.
I call Ansh and he pic up in two rings
" Di , tomorrow is my test , i didn't study very much ,and it is very important to me,i told about you bhai and he'll drop you . i am sorry di." he said and cut the call.
What the hell is this. I don't want to go with him. I am angry on him and this time i didn't forgive him. Then i headed towards exit and without waiting for him. It is getting dark and i scared seeing the empty road.
Then i hear horn sound and i know who is this but i didn't turn and i walk continuous. Then he come to beside me and stop his bike and said
"Ritika " but i didn't stop and begin to walk fast, i am hell angry on hm. He didn't try to tell me about anythinv and i hear his bike sound off and he is coming behind me saying my name.
Then he suddenly held my hand and i dead stop in my track. His hand is to warm and his touch is make a sensation in my body.
He come to my side and we are face to face and seeing his face looking like that he is hell angry
on me but who care i to angry on him. " What was that." He asked and he still holding my hand.
"What was, did i know you??." I said to him, because when he is not care for me in his house now what. And i try to free my hand from him but his grip begin more tight and it is hurting.
"You know what i don't want to be friend with you, just go from here." Words are slip from my tongue and he immediately free my hand and staring at me in pain and i regrate what i said earlier.
"Okay , if you want this then it is okay , just sit on bike and i will drop you to your house." He said and pain is visible to in his voice.
" Akas....." I didn't finish my word and he went to his bike without listening me.
'Couldn't you control on your mouth.' My heart said and he come beside me and stop.
I set on behind him without saying anything.and he drove towards to my house. I feeling cold due to fast bike ride but how can i tell him to that slow his bike.