Charlotte I had popped another pill this morning. I need to see a doctor. This was not normal was it? I had today all planned out. I would do laundry when I woke up then clean a bit then watch a little James Bond type movie. I was taking a leave from Anne’s Bliss this weekend because I had to meet Johnny later in the afternoon. I woke up at past 10 and after brushing my teeth and changing from yesterday’ clothes, I piled my hair on top of my head, pinning my fringe back and started on work. Elizabeth had insisted we get our own washing machine for which I was glad. I did not feel like going to the laundromat which was a five minutes’ drive away, except I would have had to walk. I put in the first load and went about dusting. It took me three hours to finish all my work and by the time

