After a while, we walked to the kitchen. When we entered, everyone looked at me.
I felt very self-conscious and grabbed Ky's hand in mine. He squeezed it and then led me to the fridge to make some sandwiches.
Lucy and Ceaser came a few minutes later, giggling with flushed faces. I could guess what they were up to. I felt my cheeks turn red at the thought.
Would I be ready for that or would my experience ruin that intimate time with Ky? Would I be able to please him physically the same way ever again?
I shook my head and just tried to focus on Ky. And the sandwiches because I was starving.
People cleared some space for us and we sat down. I could help but try and eat it fast.
"Slow down love. You haven't eaten in days. If you eat to fast you'll just throw it up."
I nodded, not t
