Chapter 4: I Wish
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❄I Wish
❄Chapter: 4
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Smiling at Gabriel's friend, Connor I touch his shoulder then I go for his hair. Trying to making him uncomfortable, I wasn't flirting I was making him uncomfortable since he becomes weak with girls.
"You have some nice hair," I say with Aw in my voice. "Stop touching his hair," Adam told me as he sat down next to me and Connor.
"No, it's soft!" I protest "Anyway do you want to change I mean you know you can be my partner and leave the two lovebirds together" I begged.
"Hey, why haven't you ask to be my partner?" Adam asked confused.
"Because I would never have kids with you, even if it was a plastic baby plus you'd totally make me fail," I say then turn to look at Connor and find Blaze looking at him weirdly.
"Please!" I beg now hugging him tightly.
"Snow people are looking!" Luke said coming out of nowhere pulling me off of the poor guy.
"I would but you know Mrs. Payne, she's strict with partners" Connor said to me with a sorry look.
"Ok thanks anyway, Rose said to meet her in the afternoon" I whispered in his ear before I walked away.
The gang and I walked away to the parking lot to see if we could find something fun to watch but apparently today was the day our high school decided to have no drama.
"Can someone drive me home?" I asked as I tapped away on my phone.
"I can," all three of them said eager, looking up I see Blaze who looks the least interested in fighting about it.
"Let's go, Blaze, you need to buy me a cookie and coffee," I say with a smirk as I see him smiled. Nodding he opens my door then goes to his side. Blaze was my favorite of my dumb new friends after all.
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"You know I should hate you" I start as I took a bite of my cookie. Looking over I see how sad he was but all I did was look with no emotions not wanting to show him what he did affect me so much.
"I know" was all he said.
"But I don't," I say offering a smile. Surprisingly he grabs my hand and looks me in the eyes.
"I wish I could hate you as well but I can't, you're the reason why I and my brother are enemies you're the reason why I feel like I'm dying," he told me so serious I felt guilt.
"And I wish I never gave you a chance but don't blame me blaze you did what you did I just wanted to keep you here," I say with a sad smile.
"I wish that I could have ignored you and that my desire for you would of disappearing once I lost the war," Blaze told me now holding my hand tighter. He was probably talking about how I choose his brother to date and not him.
"I think even if you didn't give me a chance at being friends I would of end up kissing you" he confessed. I knew this well, he even knew he wanted me even before we became friends I was the desire of most of the boys in our year. The difference between me and the other hot girls was I held mystery and everyone wanted me in some way.
"I'm sorry I can't return your feelings" I confessed honestly. "Believe it or not I feel something for you, you're the only friend I got. I'm lonely in this world" I said squeezing his hand.
"Don't say that" he tells grabbing my face looking concern. "Have you been doing it lately?" he asked concern.
"No" I mumbled looking down.
"Good I'm proud of you," he told me pulling my head up to look at him. A smile came up and made me pull his caller making him come closer to me.
"I'll break up with Mark" I mumbled looking at him in the eyes. "I'm sorry I'm always hurting you". I knew to date him was hurting him, dating anyone really but I still did it trying to push him away so he understood his place as my friend and nothing more.
"And I'm sorry I can't do anything but love you".
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