I've secretly been avoiding him. Only because I didn't have it in me to pretend anymore. It was a few more days until graduation and it was better the spark died now than it blowing up in my face.
I had finished my final exams a few days ago and I was sitting on the front porch of my house with nothing important to do. I had picked my graduation dress out at the beginning of the school year, I got my nails and hair done with Ashlee the past weekend, and I was ready to start my life journey. I was headed down to the campus right after the ceremony Friday.
I decided to stay in Long Beach and go to California State. It was close to home and within driving distance.
I felt hurried to get out of here. I avoided asking about Europe and he avoided telling me about it. We both understood eac
