There’s something wildly unnerving about watching your own wedding unfold like a movie you're not sure that you agreed to star in.
The days blurred into cake tastings, guest list arguments, seating charts, dress fittings, and fake-laughing through conversations about napkin colors. People kept asking me if I was excited, and I’d smile and nod like some Stepford bride on autopilot.
Inside, though? I felt like I was standing on a train track, watching the lights grow bigger, closer, faster.
“I feel like I’m suffocating in satin,” I told my mom one night.
She waved a hand dismissively. “Don’t be dramatic. All brides get cold feet.”
I tried again. “What if… what if I’m not making the right choice?”
“Jade,” she said sharply, “do you know how many girls would kill to marry someone like Pete?" You’re lucky. He’s from a good and prominent family. He’s rich. He adores you.”
Yeah. So stable he could be a spreadsheet. So adored I couldn’t even breathe around him anymore.
When I brought it up again the next day, she hit me with the emotional guillotine.
“Stop it,” she said. “You sound ungrateful." And don’t even think about embarrassing this family.”
So, naturally, I did the only rebellious thing left to me; I vented to Ruby.
Ruby, my older sister, had been labeled the “spinster” in every family circle. Thirty-six, unmarried, and terrifyingly successful in her own right and career as a lawyer. She owned a publishing firm, had a dog named Buster, and lived in a sunlit apartment filled with books and scented candles. So basically, my hero.
We met for coffee three days before the wedding. I spilled everything; how I couldn’t sleep, how I dreaded the walk down the aisle, how I kept imagining myself faking a seizure just to escape the rehearsal dinner.
Ruby sipped her espresso, then raised an eyebrow. “So why don’t you just say no?”
“I can’t,” I whispered. “Everything’s in motion. The vendors. The guests. The dress. The whole…pressure. The expectations. And Mom would literally kill me. I don’t…” My voice got quiet and uncertain. “I don’t want to disappoint anyone.”
She leaned back, crossed her arms. “You’d rather spend the rest of your life miserable because Mom might get mad for a year?”
“Pete’s not a bad guy,” I said quietly.
“That’s not the same as being the right guy.”
I hated how right she was. Ruby always had this annoying way of cutting through the noise. “But I don’t even know what I’d do. My company is dying. My savings are gone. I don’t have a plan B.”
“Maybe you don’t need a plan B,” she said. “Maybe you just need to stop letting other people tell you what to do, Jay.”
What an uncouth mouth, this one. I sighed.
I truly didn’t have a response to that.
The next few days passed in a blur, and then it was the morning of the wedding. My wedding.
Sunlight streamed through my window like it didn’t care it was about to ruin my life. I was sitting in my robe, hair pinned up, staring blankly at the white monstrosity of a dress hanging near the bed.
There was a soft knock at the door. Then Evie peeked her head in.
Evie, my assistant, was a chaotic genius who somehow kept Jewel Event Planning running on caffeine, spreadsheets, and sheer willpower. Her hair was in a bun, her blazer was wrinkled, and her face looked like she’d seen a ghost.
“You might want to sit down,” she said.
I blinked. “Why? What happened?”
She burst in with her tablet, eyes wide. “Okay, so remember how we pitched to that luxury global conglomerate two months ago? The one you said was a long shot because they usually work with like, celebrity planners and royal event teams?”
“Yeah?”
“They picked us. Jade, they freaking picked us.”
I sat up straight, my jaw slack. “Wait. What?”
“It’s GreyStorm. The GreyStorm. Billionaire-level, tech-empire, international clientele, private islands kind of rich. They want us to plan a high-profile executive retreat. Seven days. They offered four times our usual rate. Four. Times.”
My heart dropped to my stomach. “Shut up. "You’re not messing with me, are you?”
She shoved the screen toward me. “Do I look like I’m joking? The contract is here, begging to be signed. They’ll need you on-site. Preferably, like today.”
I stared at the screen. GreytSorm. This was a gold mine. The one client that could bring Jewel Event Planning back from the dead. My chance to prove I wasn’t just someone’s fiancée or someone’s daughter. My chance at more.
Evie kept going. “They’re flying you out to Seyra Island. All expenses paid. Private jet. First-class everything. Jade… this is the biggest thing we’ve ever landed.”
My hands shook slightly as I scrolled through the details. The timeline. The budget. The venue. The scope. It was insane. Huge. Impossible.
And yet, the only thing running through my mind was this: What if this was it? My shot at a life I actually wanted. My own name. My own brand. My own freedom.
“What should I tell them?” Evie asked.
My eyes flicked to the dress again. My mother’s voice echoed in my head. Pete’s smile. The stupid ring. The expectations. The suffocation.
And then I felt it.
That spark. That whisper of something dangerous and alive.
“Tell them I’m coming.”
Evie blinked. “Wait, seriously?”
I stood, heart racing. “I’m not walking down that aisle, Evie.”
She grinned. “Holy crap. Are we really doing this?”
“I’m doing this,” I said, already stripping off my robe and grabbing my bag. “Pack my planner. My laptop. Whatever files we’ve got on retreat events.”
“Well, thank God. You’d have signed that damn contract either way. What about your parents?”
“I’ll deal with the fallout later.”
She paused. “And Pete?”
I hesitated for one second. Just one. Then I said with a shrug, “Heh, he’ll figure it out.” He’s a big boy.
By the time the bridal makeup artist arrived, knocking on my door, I was in the passenger seat of Evie’s car, tying my hair up and running to catch a flight out of New York, and out of America.
While ignoring the very loud voice in my head screaming: What the hell did you just do?!