Dad, the word that used to fill my heart with a strange fear, today the same word brings so much joy to me!'I love you dad' The words I wished I could say to him but I couldn't. I didn't feel the connection. I didn't know how a father should be to his kids. I feared him to my core. He used to reside in the back of my head as a nightmare and I was terrified with his one look. When Ansh talked to me about having a child, I was scared. Scared that I would not be able to do the right thing. I would mess things up. I would make the kid miserable. I would never hear the kid say, 'I love you dad!' I feared the kid would never love me back. I would never be a good dad as I didn't have one.
"It is okay if you are not ready..." Ansh smiled, "I think...It is too early. I should not have talked to yo
