I hadn't thought that this day would come again in my life. I did not want a happy ending but I did want a happy start to my life for once. When Ansh and I started living together. I thought that was it but well my destiny is a real b***h. Mum got ill and her properties got busted. Ansh and I got really cranky about all that. I got straight to Mum. Ansh left me alone for whatever reasons. I was back to being useless and bratty. But I still had my fears...fear that I won't get a happy family ever. Fear that the ghosts of my past would come with me to my grave. Fear that I would lose Ansh's love forever. And now...My nightmare was becoming real. It is still strange how I find my strength in some of the most frightening moments of my life. The moments that make me feel nothing but everything.
