Bella I feel so nervous when I am always with troy, I am so glad his mate didn’t reject him back because if she had done that then he would have his s*x drive on and I would be forced to have s*x with him. I cannot even stand kissing him. But I have to put up an act or else he is going to know our plan with my mate, Calvin. I swear when I heard that he was not well, my heart immediately shattered. I know I am being so unfair with him, marrying another person and hearing that we made love must be shattering him to pieces right now. I can even feel the horror in him. I have to reassure him. If he is anxious I feel it as well. I love him so much, I loved him the first day I set my eyes on him. The day that I first arrived to this place, is the day I knew he was mine, he was my other half.

