New Feelings

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My mom insisted on driving me to my new 'home' with Noah. And even though I was still irritated with her a bit I was grateful for it. I didn't have to sit in a car alone with him. There was already so much awkward tension between the two of us and I had only been in his presence for about 2 hours. Now I was going to live with him. Who knew what would happen. I mean, I knew nothing that I thought would happen, would happen. He was my FATHER. He wasn't just a random man.... that didn't share my dna. How unfortunate. UGH I was sick... but I really couldn't help it. I'm sure that if Noah had lived with me for the past ten years, I wouldn't be thinking these things. I'd see him as my actual dad. He was still just my dad through our genes to me. As my mom tried to make conversation on the way over I deflected hard core. I just couldn't talk to her like I used to. I'm not sure I'd ever be able to. I would always love her but she was completely displacing me. It didn't take long to get to Noah's. When we pulled into the long driveway to his freaking MANSION, my jaw dropped. I had never seen a house so big. Talk about filthy, fücking rich. I knew he owned many companies but I didn't know how many. I know that when he was with my mom he didn't own anything. In fact he was only getting started. His focus to become what he was tore our family apart. My mother had told me that he was working so much and met a woman who he ended up 'falling in love' with. He was spending more time with that woman than mom and me so it was inevitable I guess. He obviously wasn't in love with my mother or even the time apart wouldn't have torn him away. I don't know what ever happened to that woman. Were they still together? Was he with someone else? Did he date tons of women? I was extremely curious about his life. I mean he was extremely good looking, rich, debonair... There I go again. But I wasn't lying. I wonder how big his di- OH GOD! I had to stop immediately! I felt my mom place her hand on my shoulder and I jumped. "Hunny we're here. Are you ok? I called your name a few times and you didn't answer me." I was so deep in thought I hadn't even noticed. "Sure mom. All things considered I'm still alive!" I opened the car door and slammed it shut, not waiting for her to scold me. All my stuff was already on its way over. I had put on a simple pair of black leggings and a purple cami with black converse. I looked so underdressed for this place. It felt like I was walking into a huge, fancy party. I guaranteed Noah would probably host tons while I lived under his roof. I cringed just thinking about the people that would attend. But heck I might meet a handsome man that I could actually make a move on. When I walked up onto the porch the double doors immediately opened. Noah. He had made it here before us. He decided to go home while I was showering and getting ready to head over. His smile made my heart skip yet again and I felt my whole body grow hot. I knew I was blushing. This was terrible! How could I live with him when I reacted to him like this!? It was gonna be torturous. "Harper. You finally made it." He seemed extremely relieved. I was frozen where I stood until my mom came up behind me and once again placed her hand on my shoulder. "She's been a little out of it. I think she's nervous." My mom sounded completely amused. Bïtch. "I know. It's understandable. This is all new for her. She has to get comfortable with me and her new home. Come inside sweetheart, I can't wait to show you around. I'll have her call you tomorrow Linda, it was nice to see you again." He totally gave my mom the cold shoulder. I wonder if she expected to come inside with me. I could tell that she was still extremely attracted to Noah after all this time. The way she looked at him was completely disgusting. "Oh.. alright. Well I hope you like the place Harper. I love you very much, I'll speak to you later." She placed her arms around me and gave me a tight hug. I half heartedly returned it and immediately walked forward when she let go. "Love you too." I mumbled as I neared closer to Noah. His smile seemed to grow and he kept his eyes on me. He couldn't seem to stop staring. Nervous, Nervous, Nervous! I was sweating profusely, EW. He reached out for my hand and I swallowed hard. If I didn't take it, it would be rude. But he was going to feel how sweaty my palms were. SHÏT. Oh well I guess... When I placed my hand in his it was electric. I felt sparks tingle my skin. Quickly he turned and we walked in, shutting the doors behind us. Suddenly his mouth was at my ear. "Relax baby girl, I don't bite all the time." CHRIST HAVE MERCY. He chuckled and then placed a kiss on the top of my head. He was so tall he hovered over my 5'1 frame. As soon as he let go of my hand I thanked God. He walked in front of me and held up his hands. "So, what do you think of the place so far? I picked out the colors and furniture, along with everything else with you in mind princess. I learned a lot about you from your mother." Of course he did.... of course she most likely called him. "It's so b-beautiful. Thank you..." I couldn't help but speak quietly. Noah was so intimidating. Even when he was only standing and talking to me like a normal human being. I was smitten. Fück my life. I needed to find another guy to occupy my time and mind. "I'm so glad you like it sweetheart. Let's go to your room." He beckoned me with his hand as we ascended a beautiful, white spiral staircase. There were so many beautiful plants, paintings and light fixtures. I felt like a princess in a fairytale unfolding. Hopefully it wouldn't turn into a nightmare. Even though I was still angry with Noah for leaving us and then just popping back into my life, I had so many questions I wanted to ask him. There was so much I wanted to know about him. I wanted to know everything possible. Not that, that was possible. I was sure there were things he would never tell me. We walked down a long hallway with many doors until we got to the end. He opened the door on the left and we went inside. The walls were a midnight blue. My favorite color. A king, canopy bed was dead center, surrounded by dressers. Right in front was a vanity with a tv centered atop on the wall. The lights on the walls were beautiful and antique looking. I loved antiques. I glanced out the window to see a flower box with daisies in full bloom. My favorite flowers. "Even though your belongings are being brought over, the closet, the dressers and the vanity is filled to the brim with brand new things for you. Clothing, makeup, shoes. I had to make sure my baby girl had everything she needed. If you ever need or want anything, it's yours." "Th-thank you No- I mean... dad." "Harper if you feel uncomfortable calling me dad, you are more than welcome to call me Noah. I'm not offended whatsoever. Maybe one day you will be comfortable with it. Heck maybe you'll even call me daddy." He grinned. Did he just.... no, no it was innocent. My mind immediately went where it wasn't supposed to because that's just how my mind works. "M-maybe." I smiled back, with much effort because I could feel my face heating up again. "I hope so. Well unfortunately I have to go to a few meetings. I will be back by 8. I was going to give you a full tour but you are allowed anywhere in this house of course. You are more than welcome to explore until I get home. I will help you explore more if you need me sweetheart." He pulled a phone out of his pocket and handed it to me. An iPhone 8. Whoaaa. What? "This has my number programmed into it. You can switch from your old phone to this. I'm on speed dial if you need me for anything, anything at all and I will reply or answer you. I'm sorry I tried to cancel my schedule for today but my assistant just texted and said there were a few urgent ones. I may be a busy man but I will always make time for you." He was killing me here. He was being so sweet and attentive. And I was so attracted to him. I was glad we were related but I kinda wished we weren't. Not that I'd ever be able to get close to him if we weren't.... "Thank you N-Noah... you are really nice." I didn't really know how to respond to everything he was saying. All the anger I was harboring for him was hard to hold onto. He leaned in a little and I held my breath. "Just between me and you, I'm only really nice to you sweetheart." He kissed me on the forehead and I think I almost died a little. As he left I watched him until I heard the door shut below. Now I was all alone in this unfamiliar place. I couldn't blame him for having to go to meetings though. He was an extremely successful man with multiple companies. I believed him when he had said he tried to get out of them. Everything I was experiencing now was telling me he really wanted to be a part of my life. He was being completely real. Maybe it was him who had contacted my mom?... - I went through everything in my room. Everything was of expensive taste. Clothes and makeup and things I could have never afforded before. Even though I didn't wear tons of makeup I still loved it and did on occasion. There were 40 dollar lipsticks in every shade they made most likely. Did my mom tell him I like makeup? Probably I mean, what didn't she tell him? Hah. The house was huge and I really enjoyed exploring. The kitchen was the most beautiful kitchen I had ever seen in my life, with top of the line appliances and marble countertops. There was a movie theater. An indoor pool and jacuzzi. Everything a teenage girl could want and dream about. I even could appreciate the very large indoor gym with tons of equipment. I enjoyed working out. This was my life now. I was Noah Carter's daughter. My mom had told me about him being extremely rich but I would have never imagined. He was in magazines and on billboards. He most likely had women falling at his feet and crawling after him. WHY DID THAT MATTER TO ME!? It shouldn't. It didn't. He was my dad. He had fücked my mother and helped create me. I was part of him. Why did that sound hotter. Shut up, shut up, SHUT UP HARPER. I went to my room and jumped onto my bed, covering my head with a pillow. I groaned loudly and then screamed. Why did he have to be so... so...so HIM! After hours of fighting with my thoughts I must have drifted off. It was exhausting me to feel the way that I did. Everything that had happened today had exhausted me. When I opened my eyes again, darkness surrounded me. For a moment I was scared until I reached over to turn the bedside lamp on. What time was it? I clicked on my phone, also on my bedside table and saw that it was 11:23pm. NO WAY. It was so late!? Was Noah sleeping? I sat up and then got up from the bed. I walked over to my door and cautiously opened it. I was immediately startled when I heard- moaning... It was a woman's voice. Christ. Just lovely. Walking slowly, I made my way to the stairs. It was coming from the first floor. What the hell. I quietly creeped down the staircase into the foyer. It got louder as I got closer. I then realized it was coming from the kitchen. Even though the sounds were coming from an obvious source I couldn't help but creep closer. Oh God they were really going at it by the sound of it. But I had no idea what I was in for when I peaked around the wall. Noah was butt naked, pounding into some naked blonde chick, sitting on the counter. Fück, fück, fück!!! His body was absolutely perfectly. All those muscles, that tan skin, those pecs... his... oh shït it was BIG. My mouth grew slack and I just gawked. I could feel my face heat up. He was fücking the shït out of her. He was brutal. I felt my panties dampen immensely. The woman had her eyes screwed shut as she bit her lip. Noah leaned down and bit the side of her neck, making her scream out his name. My whole body shuddered. Suddenly he turned her and bent her over the counter, never stopping his rhythm, never slowing either. In that exact moment our eyes connected and I threw my hand over my mouth. Instead of fleeing I couldn't look away. And, he didn't stop. He continued to keep eye contact and he grinned. He mouthed my name and then groaned. My panties dampened further as he bit down on his bottom lip. Why was he staring at me? Why wasn't he stopping, telling me to leave!? He groaned again, out loud. "Mmm baby giiirrrll..." Was he talking to me!? In that moment, sense was knocked into me for some reason and I knew I had to get out of there. I was so embarrassed I couldn't take it anymore. On my way up the stairs I heard him groan loudly that he was gonna cüm. If only I could have seen his face... The 'safety' of my own room didn't make me feel safe. I crawled under my cover and pulled it up over my head. Only minutes later did I hear a knock at my door. No, no, NO! I closed my eyes and tried to calm my breathing. I was so embarrassed, turned on, scared, JEALOUS. I hated feeling this way, it was so wrong. Why didn't I just go back up to my room!? I couldn't look away, I was so screwed! Well not really but you understand. "Baby girl?" His voice was husky as hell. God it sounded so good, I hated it so much! Just as I feared he opened the door. I was on my side, turned away from the door. I forced my breathing to sound like I was sleeping. Of course I wouldn't be able to tell if I was convincing or not. I listened as he walked over to my bed and then he sat down on the end. CRAP. "This is going to be harder than I thought.." He was whispering to himself. And then he leaned down and placed a kiss on my head. "Sooner or later sweet girl, sooner or later- I'll have all of you, forever and always." I felt him get off of the bed and walk to my door and then it shut. What did he mean!? I turned to make sure he was gone and he was. My heart felt like it was going jump right through my rib cage and out of my chest. Once again my body was completely on fire. I had to fight to catch my breath. Sooner or later? Sooner or later he would have me.... all of me forever and always. But what did he mean though!? My head felt like it was spinning. What was going to be harder than he thought though? I had no doubt I would be finding out. What was he planning? And now I had to face him tomorrow...
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