JEAN JACQUES AWAKES FROM SLEEP
The pensiveness of a summer evening on the Beau Cheval was like a veil
hung over all the world. While yet the sun was shining, there was the
tremor of life in the sadness; but when the last glint of amethyst and
gold died away behind Mont Violet, and the melancholy swish of the river
against the osiered banks rose out of the windless dusk, all the region
around Manor Cartier, with its cypresses, its firs, its beeches, and its
elms, became gently triste. Even the weather-vane on the Manor--the gold
Cock of Beaugard, as it was called--did not move; and the stamping of a
horse in the stable was like the thunderous knock of a traveller from
Beyond. The white mill and the grey manor stood out with ghostly
vividness in the light of the rising moon. Yet there were times
innumerable when they looked like cool retreats for those who wanted
rest; when, in the summer solstice, they offered the pleasant peace of
the happy fireside. How often had Jean Jacques stood off from it all of a
summer night and said to himself: "Look at that, my Jean Jacques. It is
all yours, Manor and mills and farms and factory--all."
"Growing, growing, fattening, while I drone in my feather bed," he had as
often said, with the delighted observation of the philosopher. "And me
but a young man yet--but a mere boy," he would add. "I have piled it
up--I have piled it up, and it keeps on growing, first one thing and then
another."
Could such a man be unhappy? Finding within himself his satisfaction, his
fountain of appeasement, why should not his days be days of pleasantness
and peace? So it appeared to him during that summer, just passed, when he
had surveyed the World and his world within the World, and it seemed to
his innocent mind that he himself had made it all. There he was, not far
beyond forty, and eligible to become a member of Parliament, or even a
count of the Holy Roman Empire! He had thought of both these honours, but
there was so much to occupy him--he never had a moment to himself, except
at night; and then there was planning and accounting to do, his foremen
to see, or some knotty thing to disentangle. But when the big clock in
the Manor struck ten, and he took out his great antique silver watch, to
see if the two marched to the second, he would go to the door, look out
into the night, say, "All's well, thank the good God," and would go to
bed, very often forgetting to kiss Carmen, and even forgetting his
darling little Zoe.
After all, a mind has to be very big and to have very many tentacles to
hold so many things all at once, and also to remember to do the right
thing at the right moment every time. He would even forget to ask Carmen
to play on the guitar, which in the first days of their married life was
the recreation of every evening. Seldom with the later years had he asked
her to sing, because he was so busy; and somehow his ear had not that
keenness of sound once belonging to it. There was a time when he himself
was wont to sing, when he taught his little Zoe the tunes of the Chansons
Canadiennes; but even that had dropped away, except at rare intervals,
when he would sing Le Petit Roger Bontemps, with Petite Fleur de Bois,
and a dozen others; but most he would sing--indeed there was never a
sing-song in the Manor Cartier but he would burst forth with A la Claire
Fontaine and its haunting refrain:
M. Fille had wondered much that night of June at the listless manner and
listless playing of Carmen Barbille. For a woman of such spirit and fire
it would seem as though she must be in ill-health to play like that. Yet
when he looked at her he saw only the comeliness of a woman whom the life
of the haut habitant had not destroyed or, indeed, dimmed. Her skin was
smooth, she had no wrinkles, and her neck was a pillar of softly moulded
white flesh, around which a man might well string unset jewels, if he had
them; for the tint and purity of her skin would be a better setting than
platinum or fine gold. But the Clerk of the Court was really
unsophisticated, or he would have seen that Carmen played the guitar
badly because she was not interested in Jean Jacques' singing. He would
have known that she had come to that stage in her married life when the
tenure is pitifully insecure. He would have seen that the crisis was
near. If he had had any real observation he would have noticed that
Carmen's eyes at once kindled, and that the guitar became a different
thing, when M. Colombin, the young schoolmaster, one of the guests,
caught up the refrain of A la Claire Fontaine, and in a soft tenor voice
sang it with Jean Jacques to the end, and then sang it again with Zoe.
Then Carmen's dark eyes deepened with the gathering light in them, her
body seemed to vibrate and thrill with emotion; and when M. Colombin and
Zoe ceased, with her eyes fixed on the distance, and as though
unconscious of them all, she began to sing a song of Cadiz which she had
not sung since boarding the Antoine at Bordeaux. Her mind had, suddenly
flown back out of her dark discontent to the days when all life was
before her, and, with her Gonzales, she had moved in an atmosphere of
romance, adventure and passion.
In a second she was transformed from the wife of the brown money-master
to the girl she was when she came to St. Saviour's from the plaza, where
her Carvillho Gonzales was shot, with love behind her and memory blazoned
in the red of martyrdom. She sang now as she had not sung for some years.
Her guitar seemed to leap into life, her face shone with the hot passion
of memory, her voice rang with the pain of a disappointed life:
How had she gone through it all so long, she asked herself? The presence
of Jean Jacques had become almost unbearable when, the day done, he
retired to the feather bed which she loathed, though he would have looked
upon discarding it like the abdication of his social position. A feather
bed was a sign of social position; it was as much the dais to his honour
as is the woolsack to the Lord Chancellor in the House of Lords.
She was waiting for something. There was a restless, vagrant spirit alive
in her now. She had been so long inactive, tied by the leg, with wings
clipped; now her mind roamed into pleasant places of the imagination
where life had freedom, where she could renew the impulses of youth. A
true philosopher-a man of the world-would have known for what she was
waiting with that vague, disordered expectancy and yearning; but there
was no man of the world to watch and guide her this fateful summer, when
things began to go irretrievably wrong.
Then George Masson came. He was a man of the world in his way; he saw and
knew better than the philosopher of the Manor Cartier. He grasped the
situation with the mind of an artist in his own sphere, and with the
knowledge got by experience. Thus there had been the thing which the
Clerk of the Court saw from Mont Violet behind the Manor; and so it was
that as Jean Jacques helped Carmen down from the red wagon on their
return from Vilray, she gave him a smile which was meant to deceive; for
though given to him it was really given to another man in her mind's eye.
At sunset she gave it again to George Masson on the river-bank, only
warmer and brighter still, with eyes that were burning, with hands that
trembled, and with an agitated bosom more delicately ample than it was on
the day the Antoine was wrecked.
Neither of these two adventurers into a wild world of feeling noticed
that a man was sitting on a little knoll under a tree, not far away from
their meeting-place, busy with pencil and paper.
It was Jean Jacques, who had also come to the river-bank to work out a
business problem which must be settled on the morrow. He had stolen out
immediately after supper from neighbours who wished to see him, and had
come here by a roundabout way, because he wished to be alone.
George Masson and Carmen were together for a few moments only, but Jean
Jacques heard his wife say, "Yes, to-morrow--for sure," and then he saw
her kiss the master-carpenter--kiss him twice, thrice. After which they
vanished, she in one direction, and the invader and marauder in another.
If either of these two had seen the face of the man with a pencil and
paper under the spreading beechtree, they would not have been so
impatient for tomorrow, and Carmen would not have said "for sure."
Jean Jacques was awake at last, man as well as philosopher.