The Money Master

Chapter 10

"QUIEN SABE"--WHO KNOWS!

This much must be said for George Masson, that after the terrible

incident at the flume he would have gone straight to the Manor Cartier to

warn Carmen, if it had been possible, though perhaps she already knew.

But there was Jean Jacques on his way back to the Manor, and nothing

remained but to proceed to Laplatte, and give the woman up for ever. He

had no wish to pull up stakes again and begin life afresh, though he was

only forty, and he had plenty of initiative left. But if he had to go, he

would want to go alone, as he had done before. Yes, he would have liked

to tell Carmen that Jean Jacques knew everything; but it was impossible.

She would have to face the full shock from Jean Jacques' own battery. But

then again perhaps she knew already. He hoped she did.

At the very moment that Masson was thinking this, while he went to the

main road where he had left his horse and buggy tied up, Carmen came to

know.

Carmen had not seen her husband that morning until now. She had waked

late, and when she was dressed and went into the dining-room to look for

him, with an apprehension which was the reflection of the bad dreams of

the night, she found that he had had his breakfast earlier than usual and

had gone to the mill. She also learned that he had eaten very little, and

that he had sent a man into Vilray for something or other. Try as she

would to stifle her anxiety, it obtruded itself, and she could eat no

breakfast. She kept her eyes on the door and the window, watching for

Jean Jacques.

Yet she reproved herself for her stupid concern, for Jean Jacques would

have spoken last night, if he had discovered anything. He was not the man

to hold his tongue when he had a chance of talking. He would be sure to

make the most of any opportunity for display of intellectual emotion, and

he would have burst his buttons if he had known. That was the way she put

it in a vernacular which was not Andalusian. Such men love a grievance,

because it gives them an opportunity to talk--with a good case and to

some point, not into the air at imaginary things, as she had so often

seen Jean Jacques do. She knew her Jean Jacques. That is, she thought she

knew her Jean Jacques after living with him for over thirteen years; but

hers was a very common mistake. It is not time which gives revelation, or

which turns a character inside out, and exposes a new and amazing, maybe

revolting side to it. She had never really seen Jean Jacques, and he had

never really seen himself, as he was, but only as circumstances made him

seem to be. What he had showed of his nature all these forty odd years

was only the ferment of a more or less shallow life, in spite of its many

interests: but here now at last was life, with the crust broken over a

deep well of experience and tragedy. She knew as little what he would do

in such a case as he himself knew beforehand. As the incident of the

flume just now showed, he knew little indeed, for he had done exactly the

opposite of what he meant to do. It was possible that Carmen would also

do exactly the opposite of what she meant to do in her own crisis.

Her test was to come. Would she, after all, go off with the

master-carpenter, leaving behind her the pretty, clever, volatile Zoe

. . . Zoe--ah, where was Zoe? Carmen became anxious about Zoe, she knew

not why. Was it the revival of the maternal instinct?

She was told that Zoe had gone off on her pony to take a basket of good

things to a poor old woman down the river three miles away. She would be

gone all morning. By so much, fate was favouring her; for the child's

presence would but heighten the emotion of her exit from that place where

her youth had been wasted. Already the few things she had meant to take

away were secreted in a safe place some distance from the house, beside

the path she meant to take when she left Jean Jacques for ever. George

Masson wanted her, they were to meet to-day, and she was going--going

somewhere out of this intolerable dullness and discontent.

When she pushed her coffee-cup aside and rose from the table without

eating, she went straight to her looking-glass and surveyed herself with

a searching eye. Certainly she was young enough (she said to herself) to

draw the eyes of those who cared for youth and beauty. There was not a

grey hair in the dark brown of her head, there was not a wrinkle--yes,

there were two at the corners of her mouth, which told the story of her

restlessness, of her hunger for the excitement of which she had been

deprived all these years. To go back to Cadiz?--oh, anywhere, anywhere,

so that her blood could beat faster; so that she could feel the stir of

life which had made her spirit flourish even in the dangers of the

far-off day when Gonzales was by her side.

She looked at her guitar. She was sorry she could not take that away with

her. But Jean Jacques would, no doubt, send it after her with his curse.

She would love to play it once again with the old thrill; with the thrill

she had felt on the night of Zoe's birthday a little while ago, when she

was back again with her lover and the birds in the gardens of Granada.

She would sing to someone who cared to hear her, and to someone who would

make her care to sing, which was far more important. She would sing to

the master-carpenter. Though he had not asked her to go with him--only to

meet in a secret place in the hills--she meant to do so, just as she once

meant to marry Jean Jacques, and had done so. It was true she would

probably not have married Jean Jacques, if it had not been for the wreck

of the Antoine; but the wreck had occurred, and she had married him, and

that was done and over so far as she was concerned. She had determined to

go away with the master-carpenter, and though he might feel the same

hesitation as that which Jean Jacques had shown--she had read her Norman

aright aboard the Antoine--yet, still, George Masson should take her

away. A catastrophe had thrown Jean Jacques into her arms; it would not

be a catastrophe which would throw the master-carpenter into her arms. It

would be that they wanted each other.

The mirror gave her a look of dominance--was it her regular features and

her classic head? Does beauty in itself express authority, just because

it has the transcendent thing in it? Does the perfect form convey

something of the same thing that physical force--an army in arms, a

battleship--conveys? In any case it was there, that inherent

masterfulness, though not in its highest form. She was not an aristocrat,

she was no daughter of kings, no duchess of Castile, no dona of Segovia;

and her beauty belonged to more primary manifestations; but it was above

the lower forms, even if it did not reach to the highest. "A handsome

even splendid woman of her class" would have been the judgment of the

connoisseur.

As she looked in the glass at her clear skin, at the wonderful throat

showing so soft and palpable and tower-like under the black velvet ribbon

brightened by a paste ornament; as she saw the smooth breadth of brow,

the fulness of the lips, the limpid lustre of the large eyes, the

well-curved ear, so small and so like ivory, it came home to her, as it

had never done before, that she was wasted in this obscure parish of St.

Saviour's.

There was not a more restless soul or body in all the hemisphere than the

soul and body of Carmen Barbille, as she went from this to that on the

morning when Jean Jacques had refrained from killing the soul-disturber,

the master-carpenter, who had with such skill destroyed the walls and

foundations of his home. Carmen was pointlessly busy as she watched for

the return of Jean Jacques.

At last she saw him coming from the flume of the mill! She saw that he

stumbled as he walked, and that, every now and then, he lifted his head

with an effort and threw it back, and threw his shoulders back also, as

though to assert his physical manhood. He wore no hat, his hands were

making involuntary gestures of helplessness. But presently he seemed to

assert authority over his fumbling body and to come erect. His hands

clenched at his sides, his head came up stiffly and stayed, and with

quickened footsteps he marched rigidly forward towards the Manor.

Then she guessed at the truth, and as soon as she saw his face she was

sure beyond peradventure that he knew.

His figure darkened the doorway. Her first thought was to turn and flee,

not because she was frightened of what he would do, but because she did

not wish to hear what he would say. She shrank from the uprolling of the

curtain of the last thirteen years, from the grim exposure of the

nakedness of their life together. Her indolent nature in repose wanted

the dust of existence swept into a corner out of sight; yet when she was

roused, and there were no corners into which the dust could be swept, she

could be as bold as any better woman.

She hesitated till it was too late to go, and then as he entered the

house from the staring sunlight and the peace of the morning, she

straightened herself, and a sulky, stubborn look came into her eyes. He

might try to kill her, but she had seen death in many forms far away in

Spain, and she would not be afraid till there was cause. Imagination

would not take away her courage. She picked up a half-knitted stocking

which lay upon the table, and standing there, while he came into the

middle of the room, she began to ply the needles.

He stood still. Her face was bent over her knitting. She did not look at

him.

"Well, why don't you look at me?" he asked in a voice husky with passion.

She raised her head and looked straight into his dark, distracted eyes.

"Good morning," she said calmly.

A kind of snarling laugh came to his lips. "I said good morning to my

wife yesterday, but I will not say it to-day. What is the use of saying

good morning, when the morning is not good!"

"That's logical, anyhow," she said, her needles going faster now. She was

getting control of them--and of herself.

"Why isn't the morning good? Speak. Why isn't it good, Carmen?"

"Quien sabe--who knows!" she replied with exasperating coolness.

"I know--I know all; and it is enough for a lifetime," he challenged.

"What do you know--what is the 'all'?" Her voice had lost timbre. It was

suddenly weak, but from suspense and excitement rather than from fear.

"I saw you last night with him, by the river. I saw what you did. I heard

you say, 'Yes, to-morrow, for sure.' I saw what you did."

Her eyes were busy with the knitting now. She did not know what to say.

Then, he had known all since the night before! He knew it when he

pretended that his head ached--knew it as he lay by her side all night.

He knew it, and said nothing! But what had he done--what had he done? She

waited for she knew not what. George Masson was to come and inspect the

flume early that morning. Had he come? She had not seen him. But the

river was flowing through the flume: she could hear the mill-wheel

turning--she could hear the mill-wheel turning!

As she did not speak, with a curious husky shrillness to his voice he

said: "There he was down in the flume, there was I at the lever above,

there was the mill-wheel unlocked. There it was. I gripped the lever,

and--"

Her great eyes stared with horror. The knitting-needles stopped; a pallor

swept across her face. She felt as she did when she heard the

court-martial sentence Carvillho Gonzales to death.

The mill-wheel sounded louder and louder in her ears.

"You let in the river!" she cried. "You drove him into the wheel--you

killed him!"

"What else was there to do?" he demanded. "It had to be done, and it was

the safest way. It would be an accident. Such a thing might easily

happen."

"You have murdered him!" she gasped with a wild look.

"To call it murder!" he sneered. "Surely my wife would not call it

murder."

"Fiend--not to have the courage to fight him!" she flung back at him. "To

crawl like a snake and let loose a river on a man! In any other country,

he'd have been given a chance."

This was his act in a new light. He had had only one idea in his mind

when he planned the act, and that was punishment. What rights had a man

who had stolen what was nearer and dearer than a man's own flesh, and for

which he would have given his own flesh fifty times? Was it that Carmen

would now have him believe he ought to have fought the man, who had

spoiled his life and ruined a woman's whole existence.

"What chance had I when he robbed me in the dark of what is worth fifty

times my own life to me?" he asked savagely.

"Murderer--murderer!" she cried hoarsely. "You shall pay for this."

"You will tell--you will give me up?"

Her eyes were on the mill and the river . . . "Where--where is he? Has he

gone down the river? Did you kill him and let him go--like that!"

She made a flinging gesture, as one would toss a stone.

He stared at her. He had never seen her face like that--so strained and

haggard. George Masson was right when he said that she would give him up;

that his life would be in danger, and that his child's life would be

spoiled.

"Murderer!" she repeated. "And when you go to the gallows, your child's

life--you did not think of that, eh? To have your revenge on the man who

was no more to blame than I, thinking only of yourself, you killed him;

but you did not think of your child."

Ah, yes, surely George Masson was right! That was what he had said about

his child, Zoe. What a good thing it was he had not killed the ravager of

his home!

But suddenly his logic came to his aid. In terrible misery as he was, he

was almost pleased that he could reason. "And you would give me over to

the law? You would send me to the gallows--and spoil your child's life?"

he retorted.

She threw the knitting down and flung her hands up. "I have no husband. I

have no child. Take your life. Take it. I will go and find his body," she

said, and she moved swiftly towards the door. "He has gone down the

river--I will find him!"

"He has gone up the river," he exclaimed. "Up the river, I say!"

She stopped short and looked at him blankly. Then his meaning became

clear to her.

"You did not kill him?" she asked scarce above a whisper.

"I let him go," he replied.

"You did not fight him--why?" There was scorn in her tone.

"And if I had killed him that way?" he asked with terrible logic, as he

thought.

"There was little chance of that," she replied scornfully, and steadied

herself against a chair; for, now that the suspense was over, she felt as

though she had been passed between stones which ground the strength out

of her.

A flush of fierce resentment crossed over his face. "It is not everything

to be big," he rejoined. "The greatest men in the world have been small

like me, but they have brought the giant things to their feet."

She waved a hand disdainfully. "What are you going to do now?" she asked.

He drew himself up. He seemed to rearrange the motions of his mind with a

little of the old vanity, which was at once grotesque and piteous. "I am

going to forgive you and to try to put things right," he said. "I have

had my faults. You were not to blame altogether. I have left you too much

alone. I did not understand everything all through. I had never studied

women. If I had I should have done the right thing always. I must begin

to study women." The drawn look was going a little from his face, the

ghastly pain was fading from his eyes; his heart was speaking for her,

while his vain intellect hunted the solution of his problem.

She could scarcely believe her ears. No Spaniard would ever have acted as

this man was doing. She had come from a land of No Forgiveness. Carvillho

Gonzales would have killed her, if she had been untrue to him; and she

would have expected it and understood it.

But Jean Jacques was going to forgive her--going to study women, and so

understand her and understand women, as he understood philosophy! This

was too fantastic for human reason. She stared at him, unable to say a

word, and the distracted look in her face did not lessen. Forgiveness did

not solve her problem.

"I am going to take you to Montreal--and then out to Winnipeg, when I've

got the cheese-factory going," he said with a wise look in his face, and

with tenderness even coming into his eyes. "I know what mistakes I've

made"--had not George Masson the despoiler told him of them?--"and I know

what a scoundrel that fellow is, and what tricks of the tongue he has.

Also he is as sleek to look at as a bull, and so he got a hold on you. I

grasp things now. Soon we will start away together again as we did at

Gaspe."

He came close to her. "Carmen!" he said, and made as though he would

embrace her.

"Wait--wait a little. Give me time to think," she said with dry lips, her

heart beating hard. Then she added with a flattery which she knew would

tell, "I cannot think quick as you do. I am slow. I must have time. I

want to work it all out. Wait till to-night," she urged. "Then we can--"

"Good, we will make it all up to-night," he said, and he patted her

shoulder as one would that of a child. It had the slight flavour of the

superior and the paternal.

She almost shrank from his touch. If he had kissed her she would have

felt that she must push him away; and yet she also knew how good a man he

was.