Chapter Six — A Name with Consequences
The truth lingered between them long after Elowen spoke it.
Rowan did not press her for details. He did not demand explanations or recoil in shock. Instead, he simply watched her, as though weighing not her title—but her honesty.
“You’re in danger, aren’t you?” he asked quietly.
Elowen let out a soft, humorless breath. “Not the kind you’re thinking of.”
“Then what kind?”
“The kind where your life is decided before you’ve had the chance to live it.”
Rowan frowned slightly, but nodded as if he understood more than she expected.
“Then don’t let them decide,” he said.
She almost laughed again—but this time, it caught in her throat.
“You say that like it’s simple.”
“It isn’t,” he admitted. “But simple and possible aren’t the same thing.”
His words stayed with her long after they parted that night.
For the first time, Elowen began to wonder—
What if he was right?
Chapter Seven — The Cage Tightens
The palace felt colder than ever.
Servants bowed lower. Guards watched closer. Even the walls seemed to listen.
“Elowen.”
The voice belonged to Lord Arcturus, her father’s most trusted advisor—and the man who now wielded more power than anyone dared admit.
“You’ve been leaving the palace,” he said plainly.
Her pulse quickened, but she kept her composure.
“I walk in the gardens.”
“Do not insult me, Your Highness.”
Silence.
His gaze sharpened.
“You are to be queen soon. Every step you take reflects upon the crown. You cannot afford… distractions.”
The word struck harder than it should have.
Distractions.
As though Rowan were nothing more than a passing inconvenience.
“I understand,” she said.
But she didn’t mean it.
And somehow, Lord Arcturus seemed to know.
Chapter Eight — A Promise in the Dark
That night, Elowen returned to the city.
Not out of curiosity.
Not out of habit.
But out of need.
Rowan was waiting again, though this time his expression was more serious.
“You shouldn’t keep coming here,” he said as soon as he saw her.
Her heart sank. “Why?”
“Because people are starting to notice,” he replied. “And I don’t think your secret would stay safe if they did.”
Elowen stepped closer.
“I don’t care about that.”
“Well, I do.”
The firmness in his voice surprised her.
“I won’t be the reason something happens to you.”
Something in her chest tightened—fear, yes, but something else too.
“Then don’t be the reason,” she said softly. “Be the choice.”
The words hung in the air between them.
Rowan exhaled slowly, as though surrendering to something inevitable.
“You make it very hard to walk away.”
“Then don’t.”
A long pause.
Then, quietly—
“I won’t,” he said.
And that was the moment everything changed.
Chapter Nine — The King’s Shadow
The king was dying.
There was no longer any pretense, no careful wording to soften the truth.
Elowen sat beside him once more, Lyra perched silently nearby—as if even the bird understood the weight of the moment.
“You’ve grown,” her father murmured faintly.
“I had to,” she replied.
A weak smile touched his lips.
“Yes… you did.”
His hand tightened slightly around hers.
“You will make sacrifices,” he said. “More than you can imagine.”
Elowen swallowed.
“I already have.”
But even as she said it, she knew it wasn’t true.
Not yet.
Because the one sacrifice that mattered most—
She hadn’t made it.
Not yet.
Chapter Ten — The First Crack
It happened without warning.
One moment, Rowan was laughing—mid-sentence, sunlight catching in his hair—and the next, he wasn’t.
His hand pressed suddenly against his chest, his breath catching sharply.
“Rowan?”
He staggered slightly, gripping the edge of the stall.
“I’m fine,” he said quickly—but his voice was strained.
Elowen’s heart dropped.
“You’re not.”
“It’s nothing,” he insisted. “Just… a passing thing.”
But she saw it—the faint tremor in his hands, the way he avoided her gaze.
The way he was hiding something.
“Tell me the truth,” she demanded softly.
Rowan hesitated.
Then, with visible reluctance—
“I’ve been ill,” he admitted. “For a while now.”
The words felt like a blow.
“How ill?”
He didn’t answer right away.
And in that silence—
She understood.
“No,” she whispered.
Rowan looked at her then, something heavy and unspoken in his eyes.
“I didn’t want you to know.”
Elowen felt the world shift beneath her feet.
This wasn’t just f*******n anymore.
This wasn’t just dangerous.
This was fragile.
Temporary.
Dying.
And somehow, that made it all the more impossible to let go.