Seeking The Past

Chapter 29 - Skipping Meals.

I sat on my bed. I turned my phone off because I didn’t want to look at it. I turned my tv on for back ground noise. I didn’t go down for dinner, my stomach felt sick. Had Luna Eve really been reading my messages? My door opened, and James came in with a bowl of soup.

“Hey! I heard you weren’t feeling well. I asked them to make you soup.” He walked over and placed it on my nightstand. He leaned over and kissed me.

“Thank you, that’s so thoughtful.” I said looking at the soup. It had a small roll with it and looked hand prepared.

“Are you ok? Was it anything my mom said?” He looked worried. I shook my head.

“No, I’ve just been so lost in thought about us all day that I worried myself sick.” I looked at my hands. He wrapped his hands around mine.

“Hey you don’t have to worry. Everything will be perfect with you by my side.” I looked into his beautiful hazel eyes.

“The night before my eighteenth birthday. Mark me.” His eyes grew.

“Are you sure Hannah? Really?” James looked like he was going to explode with joy. I nodded my head.

“Oh Hannah.” James jumped up and hugged me. He started kissing my neck and lips. Little sparks started to erupt all over me. He looked at me, I could see the lust in his eyes and I nodded for him to go ahead. I was his forever now. There was no fighting it. He pulled my night gown off and kissed down the middle of my chest. I laid back letting him take the wheel. He groped my breasts but suddenly part of me didn’t want this right now and I jumped up knocking him off me. James was breathing alittle heavy.

“What’s wrong? Are you still feeling sick?” I nodded and ran to my bathroom. I closed the door and threw up. It has to be this feeling of dread and worry. I heard the door open and I turned away. James walked over and rubbed my back.

“Do you want me to call the pack house doctor?” I shook my head no. He pulled my hair back as I threw up again. I took a couple deep breaths.

“I’m so sorry.” I said trying to stand up. James helped me brush my teeth and cover back up. We got into bed and he held me close. Just his warmth made me feel better. He was so attentive, things would be alright.

That night the glowing white light appeared to me again. I followed it trying to get ahold of it. It didn’t say anything at first but before I woke up it whispered.

“Soon I will explain everything.”

I woke up still in James embrace. He was sound asleep. I watched his face as he breathed softly. His gorgeous face so peaceful. I told myself this was the right choice and I had to make up last night to him. I rolled my eyes looking at his jeans again. I noticed the budge in his pants and rubbed the outside of his jeans. He groaned and rolled to his back.

“Good morning to you too.” He said looking at me groggily. I unbutton her jeans and he realized what was going on. “Oh ohhh!” He helped me take his jeans off and I pulled my nightgown up hoping on top of him. I lowered myself onto him getting straight to the point. He groaned again with pleasure as I slowly took in all of him. He pulled my night gown over my head and rubbed my breasts. I slowly started to move on him and his hands glided down to my hips. He started to thrust up and I moaned. He gripped my sides holding me in place as he started to thrust hard into me. I gripped onto the head board of my bed. My moans got louder.

“Oh f*ck don’t stop.” I yelled out wanting him to destroy me.

“Hannah c*m with me.” He said in a low voice. He thrust hard into me making me lose everything I was holding back. I came and he thrust once more and held me down. I yelled out a breathy moan as he thrust a couple more times. I rolled off of him, both of us trying to catch our breath.

“You’re perfect my Luna.” James said pulling me and kissing me. His sweaty body pushed against mine. He tried to move away to get out of bed but I grabbed him and kissed him again.

“I have to shower, you should too.” He said laughing.

“Or we could together?” I said looking at him. He looked back at me.

“You still want more don’t you?” I nodded. “I’m sorry my Luna but I have official.. pack.. business.” He said with a goofy tone. This time I gave him sad puppy dog eyes. He stared at me almost unable to walk away.

“Fine, one more time.” James jumped into bed and we commenced again. Needless to say, we didn’t make it to breakfast that morning.