Seeking The Past

Chapter 9 - Lee

After I arrived home my mind was reeling. Thoughts of James ran through my mind. I felt after a nice hot shower that my body could relax and I could get back on track.

I crawled into my bed and set my alarm for school. Two months to make up my mind about James. As I closed my eyes, I heard a tap on my window. I tried to convince myself the tap was just the tree outside, maybe the wind was blowing too hard. The tapping continued and I got up curious now. I pulled back the curtain and there he was. Lee smiled back at me and I opened the window.

“Finally!” Lee side climbing into my room.

“What on earth are you doing Lee!?” I was in between shock and annoyance.

“Hannah I’m sorry, and I know you’ve heard that a lot lately.” He took a step toward me and I felt somewhat uneasy. “I know you’re fated to James from the moon goddess. Here me out, I feel like it’s a mistake.” He grabbed my hand and I felt a tingle. “Hannah, deny James and be with me.” I was in utter shock, words wouldn’t escape my lips. “Hannah ever since I saw you, I felt like we could be together. Ever since you came into the diner I felt it. I knew James felt something too, I didn’t want to believe it. Hannah I want you, I want you to be with me.” Lee pulled me to him and kissed me. It didn’t feel wrong but it didn’t feel anything like kissing James either. He pulled away and looked me. I looked into his eyes. I could see the want, the longing, the lust. “Hannah I can give you everything he can’t. Hannah we can leave, we can travel to anywhere you want to be, I just want to be there with you. I want to be by your side.” My eyes welled with tears as Lee bent down kissing me again. This time I kissed him back. My brain started to think about how it should feel so wrong because my mate bond wasn’t with him, but then again how come I felt warmth from his kiss? How come I felt sparks from his touch as well? Could he really give me all the things James couldn’t? Thinking about running away from the pack and traveling the world turned me on. I kissed him deeply, letting our tongues explore each other’s mouths. My hands started exploring his chest and then I felt his hands on my chest as well. Rubbing my breasts over my shirt. I knew this was wrong but it started to feel right. I could feel his manhood press into me and I pulled away.

“Lee, we shouldn’t.” I said panting. My body wanted more, but my mind talked sense into me.

“Hannah” Lee said between breaths, he pulled me back and hugged me hard. “Hannah I just want to be close to you.” I returned his embrace. We broke from our hug and I sat on the bed. Lee sat beside me and held my hand. He lifted it kissing my hand over and over. I didn’t resist his affection. I laid down and he laid beside me.

“You can stay for a bit, no funny business.” I knew I shouldn’t be letting him lay with me, I knew I shouldn’t be ok with this. Something in my body felt calm from his touch. I wasn’t sure what to do. Lee began to whisper in my ear.

“I could be your second chance if you reject him. We could leave.” I turned to him, he raised him hand to rub my face.

“Do you really think so?” I said in a voice riddled with longing. Could he take me away from this place? From my nightmares?

“I believe so with my entire soul. The Moon goddess made you for me.” I wanted to believe ever word Lee was telling me. This time I pushed myself forward attacking is face, kissing him passionately. He returned my affection. His hips began to grind into me and the feeling of his bulge started to make me wet. Lee pulled away and looked at me, smelling the air. “Knowing your mate bond with my brother, you shouldn’t be aroused by another man. That’s how I know I could be your second chance.” He dove back in and again we kissed passionately. I put my hands under his shirt feeling his skin. He reached down pulling his shirt off. His skin was so warm against mine. I broke away looking at him, he was just as beautiful James.

“Hannah I want you.” Lee’s voice was stern.

“I know Lee. I shouldn’t do anything until I make my decision.” I knew this was the right move, that was the only thing I was certain of.

“You aren’t his Hannah.” Lee’s hand rubbed my hip. I looked into his eyes, they were beautiful and full of desire for me. “We don’t have to do anything permanent.” He said slipping his hand onto the sides of my pajama shorts slipping them down. I did nothing to resist, it was getting to hard to resist his touch as well. He ran his hand back up my leg stopping and reaching his hand between my legs. He rubbed my slit over my panties. I was praying to the moon goddess he couldn’t feel how wet I was. “Hannah I love you.” My eyes grew in shock. There was no way he could love me. “I’m sorry I don’t mean to scare or confuse you further. I just couldn’t keep it in any longer.” Lee kissed me reaching his hand into my panties, I let out a small moan has he found my cl*t and began rubbing it in a circular motion slowly. His other hand pulled up my shirt revealing my breasts. “You’re so beautiful.” He said leaning down taking my n*pple into his mouth and softly sucking. A louder moan escaped my mouth and he popped up suddenly looking at me “shhhh” he said softly. He sped up his rhythm on my button causing me to pant and squirm. I could feel myself building up. “I want to hear you c*m.” he whispered now speeding up almost abusing my cl*t.

“Oh my god Lee” I said though my panting. He pushed his lips to mine and I exploded. Moaning into his mouth. He looked at me. I stared at him while guilt washed over me. He kissed my cheek as I fixed my shirt. Lee cuddled up to me not seeming to care about getting his own gratification as I could still feel his erect member against my leg. He just seemed to be happy I let him bring me to climax. Lee held me close and placed his chin on top of my head. I steadied my breathing laying my head on his chest. I couldn’t shake my feeling of guilt but I also didn’t want Lee to leave. I felt my eyes drooping, his embrace felt so comforting, so warm. I went off to sleep.