Seeking The Past

Chapter 17 - Movie night

School that week was awkward. It felt like people were looking at me and talking about me. Maybe I was paranoid? Things at home were as equally awkward. I just wanted to crawl into a hole and never come out. Lee had been distant since our night together. James was none the wiser offering to carry my things from class to class. Every time this happen, Lee would seem more depressed. I was invited for the next run with the elites but wasn’t sure about going. Madison had tried endlessly to get me to come because it was the last run before the graduation ceremony. I hadn’t told her anything that happened with Lee. James insisted that if I didn’t go that he would stay back with me and he would let Declan and Lee run the event. I still tried to find more information about things even contacting Doctor Fairview. She has yet to return my call. My nightmares hadn’t returned since my mom told me about my adoption. It made sense and I should’ve seen it sooner. Maybe I didn’t want to see it at all. The night of the run I sat on my bed waiting to hear from James. My heart had ached all day.

Ding

I grabbed my phone and read the message.

“Just grabbing some things and I’ll be over shortly. Are you sure you don’t want to do the run? It’s the last one before we all get ready to go to the training college.” James message read. I sat for a moment and replied.

“No I would rather stay with you! I’m just not feeling up to being with the whole crowd.” I replied. I stood up and fixed up a high pony tail and Angelica walked into my room.

“No knocking now?” I fixed my make up.

“Nope.” She plopped on my bed and laid down. “You’ve changed.” She said staring at the ceiling.

“I don’t think I have, but people do change. A lot has just happened in a short amount of time.” I looked at her from the reflection of my mirror.

“Is it because you found out you’re adopted? Is it because your mate is a alpha?” We looked at each other.

“Maybe, or maybe I’m finding out just what I want.” I got up and grabbed my hand bag. Angelica watched me and opened her book. I wasn’t sure why so many people wanted things from me. I walked down the stairs and said good bye to my parents.

“Be back by 11.” My mother said coldly. I didn’t answer. I refused to talk to her alone since our sit down. I walked out side up to the side of the road and waited for James to pull up. The run would be starting soon and this heart ache feeling wouldn’t subside. I finally saw James car pull around the corner and I smiled wide. Finally I could escape this world for just a moment. He pulled up and I jumped in looking at James. He leaned over to kiss me and I kissed him back. He pulled away from our kiss and we smiled at each other.

“Where to my queen?” He said putting the car into drive. I fastened my seat belt.

“Anywhere I can be alone with you again.” I said and took his hand. I noticed we were heading to the pack house and I tightened my grip. “Are we going to the pack house?” I looked at him.

“I figured you would say you didn’t care so I set up something special!” James squeezed my hand as we pulled up to the pack house. He helped me out of the car but instead of going through the doors, he led me down a side path. We emerged into the pack gardens where I could see a huge canvas set up.

“What’s this?” I inquired as we approached.

“I thought watching a nice movie would be fun so I set up our projector.” James smiled at me with his infectious smile. We picked a romance action movie because by his terms it was ‘the best of both worlds’, I cuddled up to him and he held me close. At one point I started to get a little tired and was fighting sleep.

“Are you bored baby?” James said in a soft tone.

“No no, I just didn’t sleep well.” I looked at him and gave him a tired grin. He leaned down and kissed me I pulled myself up to him encouraging him more. He wrapped his arms around my back, our kiss deepening. He slowly put his hand under my shirt feeling my skin. The warmth from his hands made my body putty to him. My body wanted him so bad, suddenly I jumped up and straddled him. He gasped at my sudden change of positioning, I couldn’t deny I was shocked by my own forwardness, but I continued leaning down my face to kiss him once more. I started to grind my hips into him feeling a growth in his pants. James pulled his face away grabbing my shirt and pulling it off. I grabbed my bra and unhooked it, letting my breasts fall. He stared at me in awe before taking my breasts in his hands.

“Gosh you’re gorgeous.” James leaned forward and took my n****e into his mouth sucking and nipping at it. I started to softly moan as pleasure erupt through my entire body. James flipped us so I was on my back now, he reached under my skirt and ripped my panties off. I was shocked my his sudden more aggressive nature. He pushed my skirt up and undid his pants. I suddenly felt the heart ache feeling I had before and thought about stopping where we were, but my body wanted James just as much as I wanted Lee last week. Before I could think anything else James aggressively kissed me. He forced his tongue in my mouth and I tried to keep up. He rubbed the head of his rock solid c*ck on my wet slit. Without breaking his kiss he thrust into me hard. I yelped as a sear of painful pleasure shot shivers through me. He started to pump hard and fast as I moaned uncontrollably. He leaned down running his teeth along my marking spot. I knew he desperately wanted to finalize our mate bond. I grabbed onto his shirt.

“Oh f*ck I’m going to c*m!” I moaned out not able to control myself to his hard thrusts. My body let everything go and I yelled out as he did two hard thrusts of his own. I realized he exploded in me and worry consumed me as he pulled out panting and kissing my lips. I laid there for a moment when the pain in my chest suddenly became unbearable. I yelled out in pain and grabbed my chest.

“What’s wrong!?” James was suddenly panicking next to me. “Was it me!? I’m sorry I’ve been told I’m a little rough.” James was holding me concerned. I pulled my shirt on gasping for breath. James tried to help me to my feet. I could barely stand, I fell back to my knees bursting into tears. I looked up and could see down the path I could see a car pulling up. I grabbed my panties and stuffed them in my pocket. I heard Madison, Declan, and Lee chattering as they were getting out of the car. James covered my mouth worried they were going to hear my yelps of pain. The trio walked inside and James lifted me up and carried me to the car.

“They’ll come looking for us I’m sure and I don’t want anyone to see us like this.” James started the car and drove away. I was so confused. Who told him he was rough? See us like this? Was he ashamed of me? I started to burst into tears once more as my heart ache grew. This wasn’t how things were suppose to be! I felt woozy for a moment from the pain. It grew more and more. The feeling felt like my heart was tearing apart. I leaning back and pass out. I could only hear James call my name over and over.