*Two weeks later*
Jenna's POV:
It's been the hardest few days I've ever lived.
I think of him daily, wondering what could have been if...
I guess it's pointless now.
Every night I cry out for him, and every night Alonzo has held me in his arms for dear life, whispering soothing words to calm me down.
Cradling baby Benjamin close to my chest, I rock him back and forth so he'd fall asleep as I stare into nothingness.
I've been taking care of this baby as best as I could, trying to ignore the fact that his eyes are the exact same replica as Austin's.
If anything, that has given me the strength I need to keep going.
Whenever I feel like giving up, like I can't do it, I look into Benjamin's eyes and a blurry image of my brother pops into my head, almost as if saying 'you better not f**
