The Blackridge pack ground was a relentless machine, every werewolf turning to keep the pack running smoothly. For someone like me, a nobody, my place was clear: I belonged in the cracks, doing the work no one else wanted to do.
The stables were tucked into the farthest corner of the grounds, far from the Alpha’s mansion or the central training areas. The building was old, its beams sagging from years of neglect, the air inside heavy with the pungent mix of hay, sweat, and horses. The faint sound of wolves sparring in the distance only emphasized how disconnected this place was from the heart of the pack.
This was my world—a place that suited someone like me. Invisible. Overlooked. A girl with no lineage to boast of, no allies to fight for her, no hope of climbing the pack’s rigid hierarchy.
I shoved the pitchfork into the pile of straw, my movements automatic. My hands ached from hours of work, but it was nothing compared to the ache in my chest. It had been there since the day Kael rejected me, a dull, constant pain that flared into sharp agony every time I thought of him.
And I thought of him far too often.
"He doesn’t deserve us," my wolf growled, her voice low and bitter.
I didn’t answer. What was the point? She and I both knew the truth. It didn’t matter if he deserved us or not—the bond tied me to him. It was a tether I couldn’t sever, no matter how much it hurt.
The stable door creaked open, breaking through my thoughts. I stiffened, the familiar scent hitting me before I even turned around. Lavender and frost.
Elara.
She swept into the stable like she owned the place, her raven-black hair cascading down her back in glossy waves. Her piercing blue eyes glinted with cruel amusement as they landed on me. She wore a fitted jacket of deep crimson, the color stark against her pale skin and a reminder of her place in the pack: untouchable, powerful, and utterly infuriating.
"Well, well," she said, her voice dripping with mockery. "The traitor’s daughter hard at work. How poetic."
I tightened my grip on the pitchfork, keeping my back to her. "What do you want, Elara?"
"What do I want?" she repeated, her heels clicking against the dirt floor as she moved closer. "Oh, Lila, this isn’t about what I want. This is about what you need to hear."
I sighed, turning to face her. "I don’t have time for your games."
Her lips curled into a cold smile. "Games? This isn’t a game, darling. This is reality. And in case you haven’t realized, you don’t belong here. Not in this pack, not in Kael’s life—nowhere."
The words struck like a blow, but I refused to let her see it. "You don’t get to decide where I belong."
She laughed, a sharp, mocking sound. "Oh, but I do. Kael is mine. The pack knows it. He knows it. You’re just a mistake the Moon Goddess made—one that will be corrected as soon as you accept your place."
My wolf stirred, her growl rising in my throat. I clenched my fists, forcing her back. "Is that what you’re so afraid of, Elara?" I asked, my voice steady despite the storm inside me. "That maybe you’re not as secure in your position as you think?"
Elara’s smile faltered for a fraction of a second, but she recovered quickly, her eyes narrowing. "You’re delusional," she hissed.
"Kael doesn’t want you. He’s made that abundantly clear. And if you had any shred of dignity, you’d reject him and spare yourself the humiliation."
The air around me seemed to thicken, the weight of her words pressing down on me. My wolf howled in protest, her pain and anger echoing through my mind.
"Don’t listen to her," she snarled. "She’s nothing. She’s—"
"Not as beautiful as you, certainly," Elara continued, tilting her head to the side. "Not as poised. Not as perfect. Kael deserves better than you, and you should know it."
Her words cut deep, too deep, and yet... there was something different about them. Something that hinted at her fear—fear of something, or someone, taking what she had. Kael’s attention, his love.
But I wouldn’t give her the satisfaction of showing weakness. I straightened my back, my hands tightening around the pitchfork.
"You can mock me all you want," I said, my voice calm but carrying a thread of steel. "But you won’t break me."
She stepped forward, closing the distance between us. Her sharp eyes locked onto mine, and for a moment, the world seemed to shrink around us, as though we were the only two people left. "You think I’m afraid of you, Lila?" she spat, her voice low and venomous. "I’m not afraid of anything."
Her hand shot out, her fingers grabbing my wrist with surprising force. "And I’m not afraid to see you broken, either."
Her touch was cold, like ice biting into my skin. I could feel my heart racing, my wolf snarling inside my chest, begging to be let out. Release me, she demanded. Show her who we really are.
But I knew better. If I let the wolf take over, I’d be no better than Elara. She wanted to provoke me, to see me crumble.
With a sharp tug, I wrenched my arm from her grasp, stepping back. "If you think you can break me like this, you’re wrong," I said, voice trembling with the effort to stay calm. "I’m not your rival, Elara. I don’t want Kael’s attention. You can have him."
For a moment, there was a flicker of confusion in her eyes, but it was gone in an instant. She straightened, her smile returning, this time colder and sharper. "You’re right about one thing, Lila. You don’t belong here. But maybe you should leave before things get worse for you. I don’t think Kael will tolerate you much longer."
"Is that a threat?" I challenged, my heart hammering in my chest.
"Oh, not at all," she said sweetly, her voice a sickly-sweet lullaby. "It’s just a fact. He’s already been very clear. He’s not interested."
Before I could respond, the sound of boots crunching against the dirt echoed through the stable.
Kael.
He walked into the stables, his broad shoulders filling the doorway as he surveyed the scene with his usual indifference. His presence was magnetic—powerful, commanding. Every part of him screamed Alpha, but in that moment, it didn’t bring me comfort.
I tensed.
"Elara," he greeted her with a smile, his voice smooth and warm. "Everything alright?"
She smiled back at him, her eyes softening with adoration. "Of course, Kael. I was just... making sure Lila understood her place."
I stiffened, my fists clenching. My wolf growled low in my chest, but I held her back. She wasn’t the one who was going to face Kael today.
Kael’s gaze shifted to me, his eyes narrowing just slightly before he spoke. "Lila, are you finished here?"
His voice wasn’t harsh, but the words stung. The words felt like dismissal. Like he couldn’t even be bothered to look at me for more than a second.
"Almost, Alpha," I said, my voice barely audible. I didn’t want him to see how much it hurt, but I knew he could feel it.
His lips barely curled into a smile before he turned to Elara again, his hand gently cupping her cheek. "Are you sure everything’s okay?" he asked her, his voice tender, almost too tender.
I watched as Elara leaned into his touch, her eyes fluttering shut as if he were the only thing that mattered in that moment. She didn’t even glance in my direction.
My chest ached. My wolf howled in agony. Every fiber of my being screamed for him, but he wasn’t mine. Not now, not ever.
"Everything’s perfect," Elara purred, her voice soft with satisfaction. "As long as you’re happy, Kael."
His expression softened as he caressed her cheek, a moment of rare vulnerability slipping through. "I’m glad," he murmured. "You deserve that."
The words hit me like a slap.
Kael glanced at me again, his expression unreadable. "Lila," he said finally, his voice neutral. "You’re needed in the kitchen. Finish here quickly."
"Yes, Alpha," I said, my voice barely above a whisper.
Without another word, he and Elara left the stable, leaving me alone with the bitter taste of rejection in my mouth.
The door swung shut behind them, and I could hear their voices fading as they walked away, their closeness, their intimacy—a sharp reminder of everything I could never have.
"This isn’t over," my wolf growled, her anger rising with every passing second. "We will show them."
I could barely hear her over the storm raging inside me. The pain was overwhelming, a gnawing ache that refused to go away.
The kitchens were a whirlwind of activity. Steam rose from pots and pans, filling the air with the mingling scents of bread and roasted meat. I stood at the sink, scrubbing dishes with trembling hands, the scalding water doing little to ease the chill that had settled over me.
The scene in the stables replayed in my mind, each moment sharper than the last. The way Kael had looked at Elara. The way he had touched her, spoken to her. The way he had dismissed me like I was nothing.
The whispers of the kitchen staff didn’t help.
“Did you see her face? She looked like she was about to cry.”
“She should just leave already. No one wants her here.”
“I can’t believe she thought she had a chance with the Alpha.”
Their words were quieter than Elara’s but just as cutting.
The door creaked open, and for a moment, I braced myself for another cruel comment. But when I turned, I froze.
A man stood in the doorway, tall and broad-shouldered, his presence commanding. His silver eyes bore into mine, their intensity unsettling. A jagged scar ran down the side of his face, adding an air of danger to his otherwise stoic expression.
“Lila,” he said, his voice low and rough.
I straightened, wiping my hands on my apron. “Who are you?”
He stepped closer, his movements slow and deliberate. “Someone who knows the truth,” he said, his words sending a chill down my spine.
“What truth?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.
“About your parents. About the bond you share with the Alpha. About what’s to come.”
My heart pounded. “What do you mean?”
His lips twitched into a faint, humorless smile. “Meet me at the edge of the forest tonight. Alone. And bring your courage—you’ll need it.”
Before I could respond, he turned and vanished, leaving me standing there with my thoughts racing.