“That’s… that’s nice of you to say, but I have to finish. This is my job and—” I don’t let her finish. I scoop her up in my arms and carry her out of the kitchen. I know she’s sick because it takes her a second to figure out what’s happening. “Anton, what the hell are you doing?” “You don’t listen very well, do you?” “Put me down,” she insists. I head up the floating staircase that leads to the second floor. There are at least three guest bedrooms on this level, but I move past the landing and continue up to the third story. “Where are you taking me?” I don’t answer her. I just keep walking until I get to my bedroom. I kick the door open and walk in. The open windows flood the room in an ocean of bronze sun. My bed is on a raised platform in the center that’s accessed by a single s

