Well I didn’t travel to Portugal anymore after that. I didn’t go back to work either and I just didn’t keep why. Beth kept nagging at me to open up but I possibly couldn’t just tell her that me and mark had f****d.
For all my boldness I felt shy now when I think of it. Mark and I hadn’t seen each other since then, though he still called to check on me. I had the feeling that he was avoiding me, but I didn’t want to just judge yet.
Now that I had known what it meant to have him inside me I didn’t just want to stop at that one night, I wanted him, wanted to feel his c**k inside me again. When Mark had asked if I was on the pill after we went for another round I had lied to him and told him yes. I didn’t want him cumming outside or on me, or in a condom.
I wanted to feel him throbbing insi
