"I was...I am, honestly freaked out about what happened...in the car," he said quietly. "What I said. What I did. I did not know you thinking I slept with Anna, till that moment, and I was once so angry at you for..., I let you believe it. I...embellished it." He seemed down, embarrassed. "Being irritated with you, nearly made me favor you even more."
I had to swallow three times, before I could speak. "Kellan...you have no concept how difficult that used to be for me. How hard that used to be to ask you to stop, when my total body used to be begging for you no longer to." I stroked his cheek and regarded kissing him, when he swallowed roughly.
"You have no thinking how hard it was to give up myself. I wasn't lying, about what I had been thinking." I swallowed nosily at the seem to be on
