Beggar A sealed fate –––––––– THE SLAP ACROSS MY face isn't a hard one, but with the bruises around my jaw from the beating I took last night after I killed another one of Lucca's men, it stings like a b***h. “You should see how she screamed. Beggar, Beggar,” he laughs as he mimics Kylie's voice. Everyday he shows me a small video, forcing me to watch what his men do to Kylie. It is f*****g sick. I have experienced her t*****e for hours. For her, it has been weeks. I lost the number of days that have gone by. My mind closes in, my body weakens from lack of food, water and the amount pain I am in. But I welcome it, knowing that hers is so much more severe. I should be there and she should be here. For Lucca that is too easy for me. “r**e,” he said last week, “is something that once

