I smiled that day for the first time and it was the first real smile I had in a very long time. Since then I admittedly smile a lot. “Mercy said she wants my first lesson,” I tell Spade. “You bet your damn a*s I am having it,” Mercy comes around and drops the two yogurts on my jean covered lap with a teaspoon. I go for the caramel first as Mercy joins Spade and I, putting her a*s right between him and I. Her red hair brushing my arms. I smile as I pull the silver wrapping off my yogurt and stick my teaspoon in. The first bite always makes my mouth tingle. “Zero is down at the barn and Quinn is at work, now is your chance,” Mercy says. “Yeah chicka you better go, once Falon comes back, you gonna have two women who want your man,” Whisp's voice comes from behind me. Her and I have bec

