"Amber," Ryan starts as an awkward silence passes between us.
"Don't... don't do that again. Don't touch me like that ever again," I whisper as my whole being trembles.
I want more; more than just a touch on my finger and a sweet, soft caress, but it never really ends there. It could be just s*x, and it could be more.
I'm not sure which I want when it comes to Ryan.
After Grant, I'm not sure I'm ready to delve into another relationship. I never really had the time to heal from it because I met Ryan, but I loved Grant and trusted him with my life.
And he'd hurt me.
What's to say that Ryan isn't just being nice to me because of Ash? What if he leaves me tomorrow for a rich, hotter woman? Sure, I can see that he wants me now. It's in his eyes, but don't all men look like that at first?
