Chapter Twenty-Nine I sleep through my alarm the next morning and wake up ten minutes before my first lecture begins. “Crap,” I mumble, dropping my phone back onto the desk. I lie in bed for another few minutes, listening to the rain outside—don’t think about Noah—then force myself out of bed. I shuffle out to the landing—don’t think about Noah—find a small tub of yoghurt in the fridge Carmen and I share, and sit on the edge of my bed while eating it and staring at the paper heart on my pinboard. Not the one from Damien. I pulled that off and threw it away weeks ago. I’m staring at the one from— Don’t think about Noah. But I can’t focus on anything else. He’s there all the time, in every thought that passes through my mind. The coffee shop visits— Best French toast in the world. —the

