When the doctor announced my mother's death, I was shocked and nearly collapsed. Daddy said she was still alive, with a heartbeat, but weak when we found her unconscious in bed. Upon our arrival at the hospital, nurses and doctors informed us that she had passed away. Daddy is now talking to the doctor, and I can see he is holding back his anger. I walked over to him, grabbed his arm, and rubbed my hands on his back to calm him down. He sighed heavily and nodded to the doctor.
"Mr. Storrm, I'm sorry for your loss. Your wife died of cardiac arrest.” We were both surprised by what we heard.
"Cardiac arrest? But how? She's been too stressed at work lately. Is that the reason?”
"We don't know yet. We conducted a test for her. And also, in the history of Mrs. Storrm, does she have depression?” I looked at Daddy because I only now know this.
"Yes, she had mild depression once when she had a miscarriage. Before we got married, she finished her treatment."
"Is she taking any medicine?" He scratched his head.
"She has insomnia, and the doctor prescribed sleeping pills for her. Is it possible that her medicine is the reason?" The doctor looked at the chart that he was holding.
“One of the side effects of taking antidepressants is insomnia. Is she retaking antidepressants, or didn’t she tell you?”
"I do not know! Why would she take antidepressants if she is not depressed?! She didn't say anything to me! I always tell her to take care of herself. We are already fighting because she doesn't want to listen to me. Despite the stress of work, she insisted on going. God, she's irritating, but she's my wife! And she's dead because I don't know anything!"
"Mr. Storrm, I know it's frustrating, but we're not sure yet. Can I have the sleeping pills that she's taking?”
"We didn't bring it," I replied. "But I'll go and get it right now. Daddy, stay here first. Maybe they need something else from you. I will also come back with Mommy’s medicine."
"Thanks, baby." He kissed me on the head. "Come back immediately, okay?”
"Yes, Daddy." I hugged him and left.
I rode a taxi to return to our house. When I entered there, it was as if nothing had happened—everything was fine. If I hadn't gone to Mommy to say goodbye to her before we left, we definitely wouldn't have known that she was gone. Why did this happen? Why didn't Daddy tell me that Mommy had a history of depression?
I slowly entered the bedroom and was stunned momentarily, as if I could still see her here, just sleeping earlier. I walked to the bedside table where her medicine was placed, next to the glass where she drank her milk. I took it, quickly went out, brought the glass to the sink, and immediately washed it. I took a deep breath, and that's when I started crying.
I now feel like I failed her because I didn't even take good care of her. I even had a relationship with her husband behind her back while she was exhausted from work. Yes, I once wanted her to disappear so that Daddy could be mine, but I didn't ask to be this way. Did I make a mistake? Shouldn't I have continued my feelings? What will happen to me? Daddy and I? It's too late now for me to regret it. She's gone. What else can I do?
I washed my face and changed my clothes before returning to the hospital. Daddy messaged me where he was, and I went to him there. I was surprised to see him outraged and tightly holding the collar of Dr. Icero, one of the doctors in the hospital, who is Snoww's father.
I immediately approached them and called him. He turned to me, calmed down a bit, and let go of Tito.
"What happened? Why are you mad at Dr. Icero?” I asked, confused.
"Dr. Icero here knows that your mother has relapsed," he said firmly. "She's not on sleeping pills, but rather antidepressant drugs, and it's likely that she overdosed, leading to her cardiac arrest." Damn it! Why didn't you tell me, Ice?!”
"Inez begged me not to tell you. I'm just respecting the doctor and patient relationship," he replied. Daddy cursed and kicked the plastic chair next to him.
"Here's her medicine, Doctor," I said robotically as I handed him what I was holding, and he accepted it.
"Thank you, Greena. I'm really sorry. I didn't know it would come to this. I'll call Snoww so she can help you, okay?” After saying that, he walked away. I looked at Daddy, who was also looking at me. He suddenly pulled me and hugged me tightly, and then he repeatedly apologized to me.
-A FEW DAYS LATER-
It was Mommy's last night, and many people came to the house to express their condolences. Mommy's boss and her work colleagues that Daddy is talking to are there. I am thankful that my friends are here to help us. That night, I looked for Orange, and when I saw her, I suddenly pulled her away. I whisked her away, entering the home office. I locked the door, and we sat on the sofa. So far, my relationship with Daddy is still okay. I have been his strength to accept everything that happened.
We also talked about our situation, and he said emphatically that he would not let me go, that he loves me very much, and he proves it when we are alone. I know it's wrong, but I love Daddy, too. We are inseparable as partners. The only thing is that I feel guilty, so I need to talk to Orange because she was in the same situation before.
"Is there a problem, Greena?" she asked and held my hand. I sighed and looked at her.
"Orange, I feel so guilty for losing Mommy. I believe that I bear the responsibility for her death.
"Why?" I just shook my head. "Greena, I felt the same way when I lost my mommy, but I convinced myself just to accept it. It's not your fault. She did it to herself. She didn't trust you with her situation. If she even told your Daddy, he would do his best to support her. She had the opportunity to save herself, but she chose to conceal her true struggles.
"But we didn't realize that she was depressed. Daddy and I are having fun, but she has a big problem that she kept to herself.”
"It was her choice to keep her distance from her family. She doesn't care even if you worry about her. Then he fights with your Daddy. You didn't know that she was depressed before. So it's not your fault, girl. Just think about how you and your Daddy can move on, how you can make him happier. You are free, so you can do anything you want with him. He's yours. That's what you want, right?" I smiled slightly and nodded.
"Thank you, girl. I don't know what to do anymore, and it’s bugging me lately." I said sadly and hugged her.
“You're welcome! Look what we have now. We both have a Daddy and a fantastic lover!” We both giggled. The two of us talked briefly and then went out to take care of the guests.
-A FEW DAYS AFTER THE FUNERAL-
I woke up without Daddy by my side. The whole room was dark, and the only light was the lamppost outside. I got up curiously and looked around. We took a brief break from our earlier lovemaking while I was naked. Where is he? I picked up my nighties from the carpeted floor and put them on. I went out of our room and looked for him. I quietly went down the stairs and stopped when I saw him in the kitchen talking to someone on his cell phone. I hid and know it's terrible to eavesdrop, but I can't help it!
"Yeah! She is sleeping now. Everything is perfect, man. My baby and I are free. Thank you.” I heard, and he laughed. "Thank you for what you gave, but she doesn't notice that I also put medicine in her milk." I covered my mouth and couldn't believe it! I peeked at my place and saw that he was holding a bottle of medicine, and he threw it in the trash.
"I'm sorry for what I did in the hospital, and it's necessary to be convincing." I frowned. Done? That means he is talking to Dr. Icero. "Yeah, thanks again. I need to get going. I need to take care of my baby." I didn't let him finish what he had to say, and I quickly returned to our room. I immediately took off my nighties, lay on the bed, and pretended to be asleep.
After a while, I heard the door open and close. I felt the bed dip as Daddy's hand wrapped around my waist and immediately moved to my center. I continued to close my eyes as he lifted my thigh. I couldn't stop moaning when he rubbed his finger on my wet slit. He positioned himself behind me, playing with my p*ssy as he pleased. He made sure that I was slick enough, and then he inserted his c*ck in my opening. My eyes completely opened when he started to f*ck me.
"Mmm, Daddy . . . yes . . . yes . . . f*ck me," I said flirtatiously. I tilted my face, and our lips kissed passionately, our tongues swirling into one another. I'll forget what I discovered. I don't want to think about losing my mommy. The important thing is my Daddy. I have no one to worry about taking him away from me. I am alone with him, and we are as free as I want!