Daddy and I went home in the evening after seeing Mommy at the hospital, and we will just come back tomorrow morning. We really have no choice but to wait. I feel so confused right now. There's that feeling of guilt because Daddy and I are in a relationship.
On one hand, there's happiness because if this ends, I will have my Daddy all to myself. The dark view appeals to me, but I don't want that. It's like I wish my mom would just disappear so we could be free. It's so wrong! I don't even think about how Daddy feels right now. This is still his wife. They have been through a lot together, and they have me as their daughter.
I told Daddy that I was going to take a shower to get rid of the hospital smell. He went to his home office and seemed to be talking to someone. I changed my mind whe
