Chapter Two:Back into fire

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Caroline’s POV I never wanted to come back to New York. Every mile closer to the city felt like I was pulling back a wound that had never fully healed. Each familiar street sign was a whisper of everything I lost, everything I tried to forget. But none of that mattered now—not the past, not the pain—because Liam was burning up in the back seat, his body trembling in fevered sleep. I gripped the steering wheel tighter, knuckles white as I turned into the emergency lane of Knight Hospital. The name alone made my stomach twist. But I had no choice. This was the best hospital in the city, the only place that might save my little boy. I threw the car into park and rushed out, pulling open the back door. “Mommy,” Liam mumbled, his voice cracked and faraway. “I’m here, baby. I’ve got you.” I pressed his small body against my chest. He was so hot, his skin damp with sweat. My heart pounded as I raced through the automatic doors. Inside, the air was too cold. Too clean. Too full of memories. Memories of long nights. Of betrayal. Of cried myself to sleep with Ethan's ring still on my finger. I shoved them all down. “I need help!” I shouted to the nurse at the desk. “He’s burning up. He’s barely responsive.” In minutes, a team circled us, taking Liam from my arms. The nurse asked questions I barely registered. Fever. Vomiting. Weak beat. I answered everything as fast as I could, watching them wheel him away. And then I was alone. Again. I sank into a waiting room chair, arms wrapped around myself. I felt like I was going to break. The white walls, the clean air, the buzz of bright lights—everything pushed down on me. And all I could think was, I brought him here. To this place. To his father’s world. The irony wasn’t lost on me. I had sworn I would never return. Had promised myself and Liam that New York City was behind us. But when your child is dying, promises don’t matter. The nurse returned an hour later and told me he was stable, that they’d admitted him and started fluids. I nodded, thanked her with a cracked voice, and followed her through the maze of hallways until we reached a private room. I stood in the doorway, watching my baby sleep. Machines beeped beside him, the sound sharp, scary. I moved toward him slowly, brushing his damp hair from his face, mumbling soft promises I wasn’t sure I could keep. “I’m here, sweetheart. I won’t leave you. Not ever.” But the moment I sat beside him, I felt it. That force. That weight. Is like a cold wind sliding down my spine. I didn’t need to turn. My body already knew. Ethan Knight was in the room. His footsteps were slow, heavy with doubt. I could hear his breath catch before he spoke. “…Caroline?” The name came out like a curse. Or a prayer. I froze. The last time I saw him, he looked at me like I was a stranger. Now, as he stepped further into the room, he looked at me like a ghost. “What… what is this?” he whispered. I turned slowly, my heart screaming against my ribs. And when his eyes moved from me… to Liam… He stopped breathing. “Who is he?” he asked, but he already knew. His eyes locked onto Liam’s sleeping face. The shape of the jaw. The shape of the face. The same dark gray eyes. “No,” he whispered, stumbling back half a step. “No . That’s not—” “Yes,” I said, my voice sharp. “He’s yours.” I hadn’t meant to say it like that. But it burst out of me like a dam breaking. Ethan’s face twisted in shock. “You lied to me.” “You didn’t give me a chance!” I stood now, shaking. “You believed them. You believed what they said about me without even asking me why. You didn’t fight for me, Ethan. You walked away.” His fists clenched at his sides. “I thought you cheated on me, Caroline. You disappeared. You changed your number. You left.” “I was pregnant when I left!” I snapped. “Pregnant and alone!” Silence crashed down around us like a thunderclap. His mouth opened, then shut again. The color drained from his face. He took a slow step toward Liam’s bed, but I moved between them. “No.” “I just want to see him,” he said hoarsely. “I don’t know what you want. Or what do you think this is? But he’s not some secret I kept to hurt you. I left because I had to. Because staying would’ve killed me.” Ethan ran a hand through his hair, breathing hard, his voice ragged. “You should have told me.” “I tried!” I choked, my throat tight. “I begged you to listen. You didn’t.” He took a step back. His face crumbled, just for a second. He looked older. Sadder. Like a man crushed beneath five years of sadness. And I hated that it still hurt to see him broken. I turned away, sitting back down at Liam’s side. My hand brushed over his tiny fingers. He stirred slightly but didn’t wake. “I won’t let you take him,” I said quietly. “If that’s what you’re thinking.” His voice was a whisper. “That’s not why I’m here.” I didn’t answer. And then he left. Wordlessly. Like he had five years ago. I stayed by Liam’s side, motionless, until morning. The sun streamed through the blinds, sending sharp light across the room. Liam’s fever had dropped slightly. The nurses said it was a good sign. But there was no peace in me. Only dread. Later that morning, I walked into the hallway for coffee, hoping for just a moment of quiet. The hospital hallway felt endless, with white walls, clean floors, and cold sounds of footsteps. I didn’t expect to see him again so soon. I see Ethan was standing there. He wasn’t standing alone. He had a folded paper in his hand. His jaw was tight. His face was hazy. “You did a test,” I said simply. He nodded, yes, I do. “And?” I asked, already knowing. “He’s mine.” The proof hit like a punch to the gut, even though I’d expected it. Still, hearing it spoken aloud made my knees weak. “I had to be sure,” he said, with his voice low. I crossed my arms. “And now you are. So what happens now?” “I don’t know.” His eyes looked hurt. “I just… I need time.” Time. I had asked for it once. And he never gave it to me. Now it was his turn. He walked past me without another word. That night, I stared at Liam’s sleeping face. My heart ached. My thoughts twisted like weeds. Everything was bleeding back—his deception, the loss, the loneliness. And now… this. The door creaked again. I turned my head back, then Ethan stepped in. This time, without anger. Just sorrow. He looked at me like he’d been through war. And maybe he had. “I don’t know how to fix this,” he stated. “Maybe you can’t,” I said softly. He stared at Liam, his voice shaking. “He looks so much like me. It’s terrifying.” I said nothing. There was nothing left to say. We sat in silence. Not as enemies. Not as friends. Just two people sitting in the ruins of what they used to be. I wanted to hate him. But I couldn’t. Because despite everything… my heart still remembered the guy who once loved me like I was his whole world, but love wasn’t the problem, but the trust was. And trust… had long since burned to ash. The next morning, sunshine spilled over the bed as Liam stirred and blinked his eyes open. His first smile in days was a small, tired one—but it lit me up inside. I leaned down and kissed his forehead. And then the door opened again. This time, Ethan stepped in slowly. He saw him. He saw me, and in that freezing second, everything I'd hidden clawed its way to the surface.
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