Mistaken Love

Torn but Not

  Standing back in the kitchen, I have just told Chelsea what has happened between Hector and I, the look of shock is not helping me feel less cheap for not stopping him. She hasn't responded just stared at me in with an unfamiliar expression. "What am I going to do?" I yelled, bringing her back from wherever she just was. Sitting back in front of my now cold cup of coffee(The same place Hector just bent me over almost taking me after only knowing me for second) placing my head in my hands, trying to figure out my next move. 

  Chelsea walks to me leaning over the counter next to me, bumping me gently with her hip. "What do you want to do Scarlet? What is your body telling you to do?" Her voice almost giddy. 

 I look up at her now grinning from ear to ear. "Why did you call me over here Chelsea?" I ask her pleading for an answer.

  "He walked into the kitchen yesterday, took one look at your picture and was immediately asking about you and wanted to know if I could invite you up here even though I told him you would be here tonight for the party, he was adamant about you being here this morning. I had to stop him from calling you yesterday. "Chelsea explained. "The way he looked at just your picture I knew he would be the perfect guy to help you remove that giant log from your ass. It has been to long since you let yourself do anything exciting or spontaneous, " She continued. You have been such an Uptight b***h for the last few months, it's time to let your hair down. Or should I say your panties! Chelsea laughed out before taking my hand and looking me seriously in my eyes. "Now Hector is f*****g Sexy and has all the right parts to release those demons. Don't be dumb! I know you haven't taken a vacation for years and have got the time to take off.  Now all that's left to do is go to your apartment to grab all the sexy clothes and everything else you might need for all the Dirty Hott s*x you are going to have for the next few weeks." 

   Taking a deep breath I grabbed my head again, felling like I was on a roller coaster ride "I don't think I can do this! What if he thinks I do this kind of thing all the time? How am I going to feel about myself when this is all over?" I am completely torn! Every part of my body is begging for this but I a small voice in my head is telling me to run for the door.