Jace Not going to lie when I heard everyone talking in the dining room my heart sank. I was early and if they were already talking mid conversation they were eating, and it started early and no one told me. I may not have been in this family long, but I have come to enjoy the fact Ember made everyone eat together. It was my favorite time of day, and it seems like that is another thing this hell has taken from me. I am ashamed to admit I stood at the door for a few minutes gathering my emotions, the hurt was real. So, when I pushed open the door to have Lysa run up and hug me? And Vance call out to come eat? And their plates were clean and empty of everything while everyone else was eating? Knowing that they waited for me? ME! That made me feel like I was on top of the world and gave me a

