Episode 7
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My birthday came by in a flash, I completely ignored the fact Diego was away, I completely blocked out my feelings all together, no one really noticed a difference as no one ever saw me acting the way I act when I’m with Diego so to them I’m normal.
I still trained with my mum everyday and I did receive the yellow lambo I asked for but nothing was the same now that he’s away, Lee his dad brought me a box and said that that was his present for me however I never opened it as the only present I wanted from him was his presence and so whatever he gave me was stuffed in a drawer.
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2 weeks later.
Everything was going completely normal until I realised that my period was late, I however decided to ignore it as my period sometimes acts up but when I started feeling sick morning after morning and my energy was slowly going down I realised that I might be pregnant.
At first I denied the thought and convinced myself i wasn’t as we used protection but I also didn’t have the heart to do a test as the result scared me shitless.
I finally decided that I would do a test and so I went out and bought one, sneaking it into the house.
As soon as I did it and waited the amount of time it told me to i was sweating more than when I do intense training.
The results confirmed my suspicion, that I was in fact pregnant, after thinking about it for hours I made the decision that I was not going to have an abortion as I don’t have the heart to do that which means I’m going to be a teen mum...
Instead of like many people do or throwing out their pregnancy tests to hide it from their parents I did otherwise, I still hid it from my parents but I decided to make a baby album and the first thing in it would be the confirmation of this pregnancy.
Even though I know it will be tough I will look after my little one but I will not tell anyone until it’s necessary and I also won’t tell Diego.
The first thing I have to do is of course make sure that my baby is ok which means I need a doctor which will be hard to find as I can’t just go to a random person or my parents will find out and I can’t go to my own doctor as she works for my parents and will tell them.
I did research online and found a private hospital which keeps all patients info private and that is exactly what I need.
I made an appointment and paid with my own credit card which has the money I earned for myself and not the one my parents gave me with my pocket money.
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“Miss Harrison.” I heard being called and I quickly stood up, getting dirty looks form the other older women around me, a pregnant teen I don’t even want to know what they are thinking or I think I would shoot them.
I made my way with the doctor and she asked me questions on if I was taking medication and things like that, she then asked me if I had anyone’s support which I answered with ‘no one knows’ she didn’t judge me and gave me leaflets with websites and all with things I might need. She then proceeded to take my blood to make sure everything is healthy with me to carry the baby and then she did an ultrasound which only made it more real when she pointed to the little bean which she said was my baby.
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When I got home I couldn’t get over the fact I was pregnant and I was so happy of know that my baby was healthy.
The thought of telling people scared me to death, what I would do if Diego was to find out, what my parents would do if they found out he’s the father, I decided that when I tell them I’ll just say the father was a guy that I was seeing or something, luckily I’m not going to start showing for a while so I have time to figure out how to tell them.
I laid in my bed holding the picture of my little bean wondering if it’s a girl or a boy, I ended up going online shopping for maternity clothes and I ended buying a crib which I don’t have a clue of how to hid or how to get it up of my room.
In a week and a bit I’ll be a month pregnant which means 8 months to meet my little one.
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