I haven't been able to stop thinking about Jodie.
I might've overreacted a little.
a little?
Yeah a little.
I'm sitting in my porch watching Tyler brag about his newly found love for dogs.
"So that's like ..it..for you two?"
He throws a Frisbee and Chase...,his new dog friend , runs to get it.
"I hope not. But I think she should apologize"
I blurt.
"Oh by the way about that...what was the fight about?"
I bite my lip.
why don't you go ahead and tell him what it was all about? Tell him what Jodie thinks ....
Go ahead...
let him know that Jodie thinks he's a d**k and not suitable for you...
you want Jodie to apologize right? then tell him so that he can loathe her.
I don't loathe my best friend .
then go apologize and make things right between you two before you fly out tomorrow.
"Its just girl problems...you know...girls..."
I lie .
"She's a good friend"
she sure is.
"yeah..she is....I'll call her tonight and let her know how sorry I am for whatever happened between us"
good girl.
He lifts me from my seat and swings me around.
"f**k I'm gonna miss you babe"
He kisses my forehead and I feel like I could just explode.
Exploding would actually be the perfect excuse so that they can take me to the hospital here in San instead of Chicago.
"I'm gonna miss you too...."
say it.
"Why don't you just go with me to Chicago..."
The look on his face when I say those words.
Exactly how I felt when I got those transfer documents.
"I wish could babe....I really do.."
Jodie was right.
"Then let's go.." I know I sound like a baby .
"What about work?"
excuses......
Just shut up .
"ow...right..." I huff.
I hate it when Jodie is right.
"We'll Skype and I can always come visit during the weekends..."
typical cheater.
I almost laugh at that but I don't.
"of course ...that would be great"...
Fuck. She.was.right.