《 Xander 》
It's been five years since she left me without a single word.
Since then, I have lost my old self.
I have become a raging ball, and a ticking bomb will blast at any time.
I can't control my anger.
I lost control over myself and my powers, and people fear me.
She ruined me beyond repair!
She shattered my heart, burned my soul, and made me a shallow person.
I hate her.
I f*****g hate her!
I still remember her taste, her smell, and how she felt around my d**k. I f*****g kept the bed sheets unwashed to remind me how she smelled.
I wanted to find her and kill her for what she did to me, but deep down, I knew I couldn't. I still miss her; my soul longed for her.
I told my family about Gina being my mate, and they were relieved that she had left.
That day I lost control an
