Peter
After I lost my first mate in a rogue attack a couple of years ago I stay away from everyone and halo in my misery and pain in silence, until a couple of months ago when the alpha drag me away from my cabin to do an important mission, I can say that it was the best decision that I made on accepting to go on it, it gives me a moment to stay away from the pack and see if I truly deserve to be in the pack or go rogue after this mission.
By the time I got back, I made a decision that I know my dear Briana would've agreed with me. I decided not to go rogue or change packs because these people are my family and I can't see myself elsewhere. I was just getting on my feet once I was back in my cabin. I cleaned it out and Briana's favorite flowers were in there with lights coming inside
