The Lost Mate

Finding out the truth

I couldn’t concentrate the whole day at school because I was so nervous about what Christian was going to show me. I walk to my car and throw my school stuff in and turn around and see Christian walking over to me. I give a nervous smile and blush because he has the brightest smile on his face.

“You ready to go,” he asks

“As ready as I’ll ever be I guess.”

“Follow me then angel.”

While I was following him I noticed we was passing the forest that my family lived around when my parents was still alive. There was a opening in the trees that was a little bigger than a car. He turns off into the woods and I stop right at the opening. I was scared to go any further. I still fill the guilt of my parents death because they died because I went into the woods that day. Christian sees that I have stopped and gets out of the car and walks over to my car.

He opens my door and asks “what’s wrong.”

“I can’t go into the forest. My parents was killed because I went inside it when I was young.”

“I know that’s why you need to come with me because it will explain a lot of things to you that you was to young to understand back then.”

“Can I ride with you then? I don’t feel comfortable driving by myself in the forest.”

“Of course you can angel.”

I pull my car over to the tree line as close as I could. Locking the car, I nervously walk to his car. The forest looks beautiful with the sun shining through the tree branches and leaves. I smile a little remembering when I was obsessed with this forest. After about 5 minutes I see a opening in the trees. When we go through the opening I see a huge clearing with a giant house and houses all around. To the left of the houses there is a giant lake the is beautiful. There is flowers and cherry blossom trees around the edge of it giving this mystical look to it. We pull up in front of the giant house and look at him questioning.

“Welcome to my house,” he said.

“No way this can not be your house! This is huge.”

I jump out of the and look around feeling more at home then I have in a long time. I look at Christian with a smile and laugh. He walks over to me and gives me a hug that kind of leaves me wanting more from him. His blue eyes turn a little darker and has a lustful look in them.

“As much as I would like to continue this I still need to show you what I brought you out here for.”

I could feel the heat rise up to my cheeks meaning I was blushing. I put my head down so my hair would cover my face.

“Don’t hide your face from me. You are beautiful and you look so cute when you blush.” He says which only makes me blush more. “Please don’t be afraid of what im about to show you. Know that i will never hurt you.”

I nod my head now feeling even more nervous than before. He starts grunting like he is in pain. He falls to the ground and in his place is a wolf. I scream and fall to my ass because of the shock. He changes back and thankfully it isnt like the book where they are naked. He walks to me and I move myself backwards away from him.

“You don’t have to be scared of me angel. We will never hurt you.”

“What do you mean we?”

“My wolf and I.”

“Your wolf?”

“Yea he is like another part me, we are separate but one also. We communicate with each other. I hear his voice inside my head.”

“You can hear him?”

“Yes just like you hear your wolf inside your head.”

“MY WHAT!”

“Yes your wolf.”

“I am not a wolf. I would have changed by now if I was one would I?”

“Yes you would have changed, but where you haven’t been around wolves your wolf never appeared. Try to talk to her, ask her what her name is and what color your fur is.”

‘Is it true am I really a wolf?’ I talk to myself in my head.

‘Yes you are a wolf. You are not crazy or have never been alone like you felt. I never had the strength to make myself known because we was never are wolfs besides Garrett.’

‘Oh okay so was both of my parents wolves or just one. Wait what did you say! Garrett is a wolf! Why did he never tell me. Wait until I get a hold of him when I get home.’

‘Well both of your parents was wolves and yes Garret is one also. He changed right before school. I guess he never told you because he didn’t know how you would react.’

‘Okay then, what is your name and what will the color of our fur be when I turn?’

‘My name is Jayda and our fur will me fur white with a black spot in between our eyes.’

“Jayda says I will be fur white with a

black spot in between my eyes,” I tell Christian who was waiting patiently.

“Wow you will be beautiful. They are only a handful of white wolves in the world, they are all very powerful wolves too.”

“When will I be able to change?”

“Whenever you want to now that you are able to communicate with your wolf.”

“Can I try now,” I ask a little scared.

“Yes but I will hurt when your changing but you kind of get use to the pain the more you change.”

“Okay I think I am okay with the pain as long as I can be who I really am suppose to be.”

“Concentrate on your wolf. Think about her voice, the color of her fur, and running in the woods.”

I started thinking about what he told me to. When nothing started to happen I started to feel disappointed. All of a sudden I started to feel pain in my nails and looked down and seen my claws was growing. I stared at them amazed, then I felt the pain 10 time stronger than anything I have ever felt in my spine. I fall to the ground and scream.

Christian runs over to me and falls down beside me. “Don’t fight the pain. You can really hurt your wolf if you keep fighting the pain. You have to give in.”

“I cant it hurts to much. I feel like I am dying.”

“I know angel but please do this for me. I will explain everything else to you after you change.”

I take a deep breath and start to see white fur coming through my arms. I continue to take deep breaths and after about 5 minutes of this I finally turned into my wolf. It is like I am me but not me at the same time. I know what is going on around me and can feel the grass under me but it isn’t me that is controlling my body when my body stands up and shakes the dirt off. It feels like I am looking through someone else’s eyes.

Christian stands up and looks at me in amazement. “You are so beautiful Jayda. Do you want to see yourself in the water?”

Jayda nods her head and starts walking over to the lake and stands right at the edge. She looks down at the water and I am amazed by how beautiful my wolf is.