CHAPTER SIX : In Which We All Have Breakfast And Nobody Is Fine
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Morning.
Sunlight through the kitchen window. The Omega cook making something that smelled of fresh bread and self-preservation. Kael at the table with his morning reports. Me, at the counter, making coffee with the careful focus of someone who has not slept and is treating the kettle like a meditation object.
Seren came in.
She looked at me.
I looked at her.
For approximately one second, the whole morning stopped.
She had something in her eyes — new, fragile, confused — the expression of someone who woke up with a feeling they don't have a name for yet. She pressed her lips together. Looked away.
I turned back to the kettle.
"Morning," I said.
"Morning," she said.
She poured coffee. She didn't stand at the counter like she usually did. She sat at the table, across from Kael, which was new.
"You look tired," Kael said to her, because Kael is observant in the way that notices the surface of things.
"I'm okay," Seren said. "I just slept strangely."
"Strange dreams?" he asked.
A pause. "Not a dream exactly. More like a—" She stopped. Wrapped both hands around her cup. "Something waking up."
I did not look at her.
I poured my coffee.
My wolf pressed forward and I held her back with the firm internal grip of a woman who is absolutely not doing this over toast.
Maret arrived at eight-thirty with the expression of someone who has been politely not texting me all night and deserves an answer.
I took her to the garden.
"Tav," she said, the moment the door closed. "The eastern wall marker was dark this morning. Rendthorr noticed it on his morning check. He's not saying anything yet but he will be soon."
I know.
"The Hollows markers too," she said. "All of them are cold. When did they last—"
"They lit last night," I said.
Maret went still.
"All of them," I said. "At once."
"That's not—that's never—"
"I know."
She looked at me. The full, focused attention I have been the recipient of for fifteen years.
"Tell me," she said.
So I told her. All of it. The stone, the light, the sentence. What I understood by the end of it. What I am not ready to say out loud about Davan.
Maret listened without interrupting, which is how I knew she understood the weight of it.
When I finished, the garden was very quiet.
"The Goddess confirmed it," she said.
"Yes."
"And Seren—she doesn't know yet."
"No. But she will soon. Something shifted last night on her side too. I could see it when she walked in this morning."
"And Kael."
"Kael doesn't know anything."
Maret exhaled. Long, slow, controlled. The breath of someone who is handling information that is substantially larger than the day she had planned.
"Right," she said. "Right. Okay." She turned to face the packhouse, and her expression did the thing it does when she switches from Maret-my-friend to Maret-the-Gamma's-mate, who has watched this pack for years and knows how it moves. "If the markers are cold, the senior pack members are going to start asking questions within the week. The Luna-bond marker is not supposed to go dark while the Luna is alive and mated."
"I know."
"If it went dark because of a split in the bond—"
"I know."
"Tav. If the pack finds out that the Goddess has fractured your mating bond to assign you a second—"
"Maret." I looked at her. "I know. I've been sitting with this since last night. I know what it means. I know what it starts."
She looked back at me.
"What do you want to do?" she asked. Quiet. Just us.
I thought about the stone blazing silver in the dark. About the Goddess's sentence. About Seren's face this morning, confused and new and afraid.
I thought about Kael, asleep beside me while the world rearranged itself.
I thought about Davan.
He just found her first.
"I want answers," I said. "Real ones. About Davan. About why he marked someone who was already bonded to me, and whether he knew, and who else knew."
Maret nodded slowly.
"And after that?"
I looked at the packhouse. At the window on the east side. At the silhouette moving through the kitchen, visible through the glass — Seren, clearing the table, careful and quiet as always.
"After that," I said, "I'm going to have the most important conversation I've ever had."
"With Kael?"
"With Seren."
Maret left.
I went back inside.
Seren was alone in the kitchen. Kael had gone to his office. The Omega cook had conveniently found somewhere else to be.
Just us.
She heard me come in. She didn't turn around immediately, but her shoulders changed — a very small shift, like a breath she was deciding how to take.
"Seren," I said.
She turned.
Her eyes found mine.
And this time I didn't file it. Didn't hold it back. Didn't manage it into something small and handled and professional.
I just looked at her.
Her wolf — the one she thought was dead — looked back at me through her grey-green eyes.
Found you, it said again.
And this time I heard it.
"I think," I said, carefully, in the voice I use when I am being more honest than comfortable, "that we need to talk."
Seren set down the cup she was holding.
"Yes," she said. "I think we do."
Outside, the markers in the Hollows were cold.
The Luna-bond stone in the east wall was dark.
But in the packhouse kitchen, where two wolves stood three feet apart with the whole weight of the Moon Goddess's intention pressing between them—
something ancient, patient, and absolutely certain
held its breath.
And waited.
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